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Student Life

2010-08-28T21:21:00.001+08:00

Woah whining again about my up coming test. Suppose to study but in the end browsing the net and doing irrelevant stuff.

WORST MY last term test I GOT F for my enterprise. Need to study but again procastination is hard to reject!!

must tell myself; AYAME YOU MUST STUDY!!! JUST FOR 1 WEEK..AND THEN YOU CAN PARTY!!!

PROPOSAL

2010-07-18T19:58:00.003+08:00

Chikuso!!!!!! PROPOSAL NO DAIKIRAI..ZUTTO NI DAIKIRAI!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate proposal. Now I have to start preparing for drafts outlines what eva shit it is. And worst I am the leader for my team. I HATE ORDERING PEOPLE. I know it helps us to do with our projects demo im just not good at ordering people around.

Projects now getting on my nerves. I still need to go for stupid CE TALKS to get the 40 points. If not i wont be able to graduate at the end of YEAR 3. Haish very troubling desu- ne???

Tomorrow is communication..wow hopefully problem statement is abit easier. Oh and tuesday must wear FORMAL ATTIRE. Im wearing my Teru inspired get up.

Cosplay is a success!!!

2010-07-04T13:10:00.004+08:00

Yesterday is my cosplay even- The day I have been waiting for.

Woke up early in the morning to prepare for my make up. Credits to - Kaori.

To me I still thought that Im lacking the professional skill of being a true cosplayer. Have High expectation to look like Ruki. Maybe scared to that I will be bombarded by the other cosplayers 0r Ruki fans.

But I was more confident when some people (strangers) compliment me. I will still try my best to improve myslf in a cosplay arena.

Had lots of fun cosplaying and in the end of the day I dun care about people saying if I sucks. Because there are lot of compliments that I receive and the most important thing is that I ENJOY MYSELF AT THE END OF THE DAY.

This the reference photo of what Im cosplaying as.

Of course its Ruki!!!!!!!!!! Been dying to be him as its hard perhaps impossible to see him in person. *sob osb*

Me posing off... =)

Stuck in the middle

2010-06-28T12:09:00.002+08:00

SuG didnt came last week due to some unforseen circumstances. arh giving me fasle hope and excitedness. DAMN IT

DIdnt go out last weekend. But i manage to do A FULL DRESS TRIAL as RUKI -COCKROACH outfit for my cosplay.

Oh rite. Next weekend is my cosplay. Not only that it was THE MOST SPECIAL EVENT. I can't wait to be as Ruki. Not alot of people cosplay as visual kei. But I hope that I manage to pull it off. OH credits to Kaori- my hairdresser and make up artist.

Oh and my test is next week. The very day after cosfest. AND my grades I gotten are mostly Cs and Ds. Haish must pay attention in class for this week. At least that help me abit. After cosplay im gonna CHIONG ALL THE WAY!!!

SuG flu bug

2010-06-23T08:18:00.002+08:00

Oh my GAWD!! SuG coming down this saturday @ orchard central. Me and moi frens are definitely going. We wil be wering pink on that day too.

Actually just recovered from flu but due to SuG im getting sick again - due to excitement. Damn my flu is gettin on my nerve. My head hurts, my mucsle aches. Is there any more aches that I have to endure.

Today math lesson is damn tedious. There only 3 of us. So called CHARLIE ANGEL. HHAHAH we did great even though we didnt finish off the presentation. But we still can work things out slowly. HAHAHH being a girl team. We show them GIRL POWER.

Ok lets not talk bout school work.
IAM SO DAMN HYPE BOUT SUG. They are coming down yeay!! TAKERU to SHINPEI MATTE..TAKERU,SHINPEI WAIT FOR ME!! Im be going there in PINK.

love my teammates finally done our things; thank you Xinying,Charlotte.

Hot outing

2010-06-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

Just went out with my friends yesterday. It was super fun. In the end my holidays spent are not wasted.

Its been a while since we went out together. So to meet and have dinner together was super duper fun. We talk crap and dying out of laughter. Also took lots of pictures as our souvenir of the day. Most enjoyful part was that we ate at Ria Nasi Ayam Penyet. We all love the hot sambals. Yeah we love it though we were crying and dying half way. But thanks to the spiciness we all get high. And when we are high that is where we get our FUN. Tanoshi deshou!!!

I cant wait to meet them on the 12th. Oops on the 11 gonna go out with E24K. On the 13rd gonna have fun with my jrock frens. Not forgetting punk dressing and head bangs. OMOISHIROI!!!!!!!!

Sadly that's what im gonna spend on the last 3 days of holidae. 3 days of none stop party!! Just hopefully that on Monday 14th June I wont become a zombie. After 3 days of fun will surely drain out my energy, Plus I need to score B at least most B for this term.

Being Trap and Being Me

2010-05-30T18:48:00.004+08:00

Now Im being trap. A trap which I cant escape. It will then held me captive. There goes my freedom. My wing are broken. No one can fix it unless I am brave enough to fly with a broken wing.

Im not an emo!!! This paragraph depicts my life. Whatever you wanna say bout me I DUN GIVE A FUCKING CARE. Im emo, bitch wat so ever its up to you. Make me feel bad, make me down..last thing it wont get on me. I know that Im gonna have fun. Unlike you a scumbag which only care bout ur damn freaking self.

At least im not like you. Just act in front of the others. While deep inside you are damn insecure. Thinking bout how u gonna manage ur life without your frens. Go ahead they r ur frens rite now,but I know after sometimes your fren will also be bored by your insecure feelings.

Unforgiven

2010-05-24T08:58:00.002+08:00

Shit shit shit shit shit. I did something that Im not suppose to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK i cant believe I did it without myself knowing it..Crap i hate this feeling. The feeling of guilt, embarassed, anger and so much more!!!!!!!!! I cant help this feeling from coming out. I hate it..I hate myself even more. What trash day I ran into...shit monday. Today I hate it................I hate my self even more.............................................................................................................................................................Im angry at myself.............................................................................................................................................

Big Explosion

2010-05-18T12:18:00.002+08:00

Still in class having a 2 hr lunch break. Umm i still dun get my lunch..because we need to do our presentaion slide during our break.

HEck care now im addicted to Gundam Wing @ FB. In the end, im stress not becoz of my work but becoz i've been defeated by ALOT OF PILOTS..wat the hell. Everytime I level up the more defeats I receive.

Next I am in a freaking dilemma- Shuld do to Sundown or not. DEFINITELY OMG!!!!!! SUG and LM.C are COMING DOWN............OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Who wuld wanna miss the chance..BUT the price is 118 BUCKS..sucks rite. After school and F.cuz will be performing too but to hell with them. heheh SUG...LMC..... i dun wanna miss tthem. Though they are notthe 1st band to come to Spore..its my 1st time going to thier gig. Imagine Japan is FAR from Spore.

Arh...if Im going..then I must save my damn money or sacrifice my money. I got the money but it is for Gazetto DVD!!!!

Test on the way

2010-05-14T20:56:00.002+08:00

Finally done my very 1st test in RP. Not bad lah can refer to the 6P. However i still dun noe if i did it correctly. Cause it is more to our understanding that just refering to the 6P. Hopefully i pass. Maybe get B. I will be contented if i get a B. As long as I can get to year 2 and get my diploma cert Im already happy and satisfied.

1 test down and 4 to go after that is holidae. Still haven study yet for the other module. Because maybe u can refer to notes thats why im abit slack...but math and science i will definitely study.

Today problem statement is about Rice. heheh my team so call have an advantages coz got me. muahhaha. If its cute, sushi, japan, it gotta be me. I choose bento for my presentation to attract the kids. and yesh it works. My class are mezmerize by the cute bento. Hahahah cute just like MOI!!

wateve crap today. Coz i guess tomorrow sat and Jude bdae. Cant wait to meet everyone. I know i keep saying the same word over and over again. But even though how much i love my new class, they still cant beat JMO8O4Q.

But i also felt so embarass. My bdae is coming but I dun wanna my class (rp) to celebrate. Im totally serious. Even though they know my age..i feel so funny. Coz they always thought that im the same age as them. Imagine me with the attitude that is 2 years younger. Damn So embarassing. I just wanna celebrate with my ite frens. At least im in league with them. Everone say the same thing 'oh gosh u....... ?R u sure u are .......? and i have to answer them.

breakdown

2010-05-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

Im so pissed rite now. Stupid Mp3 Both of it SPOILT. My 1 hour journey ride will be a living nightmare.Without music im like a vegetable. everything will be lifeless. WHY WHY, must my mp3 breakdown when I need it THE MOST. So unfair. Baka no MP3!!!!!

Talking bout it now Im so addicted to Gact. I cant beleive he really dance. I mean serious he dance. But STUPID mp3 i cant listen to it even though I got the song in my computer.

Jst now I cant do my work. All my mind goes to Gackt. WOAW thanks Gackt u made me mesmerize by your move. Now im waiting for the video to complete in my computer. Take damn long time to complete. So while waiting I have to do things that can make the time passes.

Great now also Im addicted to Heidi. Dame yo its Gackt. Lemme get addicted to Gackt for at least a week then I can move on to other band. Oh and my virus from yesterday are still intact with me. Some Jap word came out from my mouth unexpectedly. One was it was 'Kono yarou urusaiyo!!!!!!!!' Im surprise that 1 of my fren understand and she laugh out loud hearing it. Oh boy hpe that I do not sound weird. So jap maniac!!!! MATTE..i am 1 =)

3 hours to Graduation

2010-05-06T10:48:00.002+08:00

Yeah graduatin is in 3 hours time, OMG im so excited. Get to shake hand with the director and the whole School watch me went up the stage. Damn its at the time too im afraid. All eyes will stare at me made me feel more nervous and anxious.

I didnt go school because of graduation. I love thurs- it is the most wonderful module among the rest.

I got 2 A
2C
A lot of Bs.

But i dun care that rite now. Graduation Graduation hahahah..yup as usual we gonna TAKE LOTS N LOTS OF PICTURES!!!!!!!!

Mathified!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-05T12:45:00.002+08:00

Here I am updating my blog while I should be doing my powerpoint slides. My faci keep on hinting us on the problem. Go beat about the bush. DAMN why cant he just tell us the formula and then we work it out on myself. If formula is given, I will know how to apply. Instead of going 1 big round and asking WHY NOT!

Here I got 1 question for u :WHY NOT U TELL US THE FORMULA

Oh and tomorrow is finally hte dae i have been waiting for. Its Graduation day. I know i been going arpund saying the same thing over n over again. At least it will not stress me up by looking at the problems and does nothing. Wait im thinking but nothing seems to come out from my brain.

Does my blog sounds like my RJ?? =x

Wrong timing

2010-05-04T08:29:00.002+08:00

Today i went to school so early. Gerald didnt come to school as he was sick. So i estimate my own timing. SHit i was dam ealry lor. Reach woodland at 7. Even mcd haven open yet. Hopefully I can go to my graduation day. Please please approve my LOA. Well if i cant go then i have to skip dun care i will go grad no matter what.

New world

2010-05-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

Its been 3 weeks I guess in poly. Welcome to Republic life. All the day through out we were given a problem. Then 2nd meeting we need to dicsuss and do the worksheet. By the end we need to solve and do presentation. I dun know why problem solving we their main objective. I feel like im taking physhology for my course instead. Nonetheless my friends were cool. Well didnt expect they love k pop. But we can communicate with each other very well, Just celebrate 3 f my frens bdae, I hope too that all the 15 weeks we will remain happy and harmoniously together.

Oh they also know im a HARDUCORU Nohongo ROkuru - hahahaha
Well that is one thing I cant hide myself. They also know bout my cosplay. Well at least they said it was cool. well okay..

But today is Monday - enterpirise the module the whole class hate.
ZUTTO DAIKIRAI!!!!!!!
I even am drain out because of the course. Like a zombie.

But i cant wait for thursday!! OMG Graduation. Hurray im so happy and xcited. To meet my frens and lecturers. Time for me to update my blog too..but this is the furthest i can go now am tired,Scared tomorrow i become more deadly then zombie.

New team members

2010-04-20T19:52:00.002+08:00

School finally starts. Its not the same as our ITE but ok lah it was fun. Whenever find new team members we find ourselves more bonded with each other. Thus we have fun and share each other stories. Though there are age gaps we manage to communicate and for me I talk to them just like I talk to my ite friends. At first I thot that they r younger then me so our thoughts and speech are different. But once we talk bout korean bands..WOW EVERYONE WAS SO EXCITED.!! I hope too that we can stay happy and enjoy each other companion for these whole semester..Hwaiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beginning of a new chapter.

2010-04-09T20:58:00.002+08:00

This monday is another story of my life. A new one. Time for me to be more matured and also be independent. For the last 2 years, I got my frens to back me up when im down. Now all of us are being seperated. They will still be by my side but this time I have to face a new society. Only this time round, I will be considered a 'sister'. The rest maybe younger then me. Hahaha for the first time im going to be a real sister. If not I will always be a kid in school. But I love being a kid. Being Sister make me so old. But yeah thats life. U go old.

Talking bout school, im nervous, scared and excited too. Hoepfully my life in Poly would be fun just like my life in ITE. And yeah I admit myself going to ITE is ABSOLUTELY THE BEST CHOICE THAT I EVER MADE. I had so many fun that I felt sad to leave it behind. Hopefully too I got nicer fren in Poly. Because being alone in a new school is so sick. and hopfeully too when i graduated from Poly, i would feel sad to leave them behind too. Having nice memory in school is also an important thing to me.

Feeling relaxed

2010-04-01T14:44:00.002+08:00

Woah todae at 2pm all of my frens felt remorse,nervous and excited. Now that it has been released everone felt relaxed.

I got posted to Republic Poly -Pharmaceutical Science. Im so glad coz its the course that I want. After my 2 years in ITE- It finally pays off.

But another thing -3 years to travel to Woodlands. But i can handle it. I've been working in Yishun for 4 months and I survived. So travelling it wont be a problem. But what Um aftraid of is the peer presure when I get into. But I must fight on until I got my DIPLOMA!!!!!!

Sentosa-ing

2010-03-31T11:42:00.003+08:00

Woah another unexpected event. Supposed to watch movies with Jude. But last minute he cancel off the outing. I reaaly need to go out to release my distress. So in the end me and atul went to Sentosa. Well yeah we enjoyed ourselve. We didnt expect to tkae a picture with a monkey. At fisrt we talk bout monkeys and the monkey really showed up. HAHAAH

Now thought of going to Sentosa for our 2nd outing.

Result for ITE just released. Not bad I improve. But the 'thang' that made me worried bout is for e posting of Poly result. I dun want to think bout it right now. We just have to wait for tomorrow.

Sad news came like a sudden storm

2010-03-29T15:54:00.003+08:00

I just heard a sad news. Sincrea has disbanded. They disbanded because of their hiatus. Omg And I just got to know them recently. Its so unfair. But if thats the best for them, I will respect their decision. Though it hurts a lot to me.

As a fan, I hope that they will find their hapiness and that 1 day they will come back. Maybe not a a whole group I dun mind that.

To sincrea - GANBATTERU

Night owl

2010-03-29T13:39:00.002+08:00

Now Im officilally an owl. Could sleep at night, wake up on the afternoon. Woah love myl ife. Couldnt sleep yesterday so watch movies until 4 in the morning. Haf way thru the movies felt hungry so cooked my own instant noodles at ate it. Neverfelt so full in the morning. At 5 eyes began teary and so went of to sleep. Only woke myself up at 1. Guess i skip my lunch too.

Tomorrow will be going out to watch another movie wih Jude and gangs. Ah finally another outing. I want to get out instead of lying here doing nothing. Even internet seems bored to me.

Nothing much

2010-03-27T13:51:00.002+08:00

Nothing much happen for today just feeling bored. Im also tempted to dance to the Binguel binguel move and Rind Ding Dong. But in my dreams dancing is BIG FAT NO to me. I cant dance. Oh and later is the EARTH HOUR. I dun noe if ibe participating it. But for 1 hour i can survive. Well just see how my mood turn out. Save the electricity, Save the World. Can wait also for the next outing with my friends.

CHERS3 outing

2010-03-26T12:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I wanted to post here.But my bro is using the com.Suck man need to wait for him. Since he is using it till late nite, I decided to just update today.

Went out with them and had fun. Long time we didnt meet each other. Took some pictures while waiting for the movie to stard. Well the movie is funny but we all are waiting for part 2.Hopefully it will be our 2nd outing. Didnt stay long after the movie cause nned to go for my jap lesson. The lesson we covered on was about plain past tense.

Just coincidently my sensei asked me 'if i had went to watch movie.
So i answered 'hait eega wo mitta'.
She continue asking me 'nani wo eega wo mitta?'
So i answered ' Nodame contabile mitta'
She still continue asking me ' Subarashii desuka?'
And i asnwered ' subarashi katta desu'
I get to anwered all her question. Guess wat atul say is true before going class i already learnt some while watching the movie. XP

3H1R1K outing

2010-03-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

Went out with e gals today. HAHAHAH cam whoring the whole time. Mizah said we r like gangs from Cinta Ixora. But we are more cooler!!!! Yesh we are way cooler! The sun tan is worth coz atleast i enjoyed my day. I also manage to recall how to ride my bicycle. HAHAHA told mizah n khai that i will be very slow when im making a turn. HAHAHAHAH cant imagine if i were to take car lisence.

Too bad today jumping shot is a failure. I dun noe why!!!!!!!! Everytime i made a jump it wont turn out!!!!!! need to practice my jumping n timing. Must know the coordination. Gonna turn in early today too very tiring after today excitedment!!!!!! Tomorow gonna go out again!!!!!!!
Its will be -CHERS3 outing

2010-03-23T15:35:00.003+08:00

Now no more work i keep on sleeping,online and eating. OMG OMG i must stop myself before it become harmful.

I saw my bro result hahaahh he passed his Japanese all thanks to his sweet sister that help his Japanese language!!!!

Gonna go out with tomorrow for picnic and watch movie on thurs. Finally get to meet up my friends. I missed them so much cant wait for the outing.

OH and now im addicted to korean songs. DARN THEY ARE DAMN ADDICTIVE!!!!!!!!!!! So for now just listen to korean! hehehheeh

RUKI RUKI RUKI!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-22T14:46:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ive ben waiting for this day. Finally it came!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Ruki cockroach costume just arrived today. Im so ESTATIC,EXCITED,HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE I CAN BLURT OUT!!!!!!!!!! Totally cant wait for Street fest!!!! Oh wait i haven fix my wig yet!!! lol!!! Nevermind at least I got the costume!!!!!!

Gonna be Ruki!!!!!!!!! I told cha im a Gazette obsessed Fan!!!!!!!!

Unexpected event

2010-03-22T00:37:00.003+08:00

Today we were suppost to have our religious class. But our teacher is not at home. On theway to her house we were talking bout having an outing with our cousin as we haven met up and chat. Every since we start with our post secondary life, we were all too busy to meet. So we plan that next week we be having a small gathering. But as our teacher are not at home. We thot of going to Somerset.

Yesh we did. Change our clothes and get ready to go out. HAHAHA we had great fun talkin and cathing up with each other. Cam whore like nobody business. Im also looking for my graduation stuff.

Saw Gazetto cds at Hmv all 3 albums and some of their singles. Hurray for gazette at least their album sold in Spore!!!!!!!!! Me browse at Jap corner, my sis browse at Kor corner and my cousin browse at Eng corner. HEHEHEHEEH but in the end we still have fun talking bout our IDOLS!!!!!!!!

Saturday madness

2010-03-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

Just now meet Revolver at Somorset as I bought a leopard print vest from her. Not bad still in good condition. And OH BOY looks so like RUKI's leopard print. So sweet!!!!! I can dress myself up as Filth in the beauty inspired outfit!!!!!! After the meeting, I went to Esplanade library to study my Japanese. However Bunny call me and she ask me out. So she meet me at Library and then watch Nega dvd at her laptop. MY GOOD JIN IS SO HOT..thank you Jin now im divided between u and Ruki.

After watching them went to Marina square and then off to Orchard. Talk crap bout ViVid and Nega. In fact even talk bout fan gal stuff. Who should be with who?? ahem ahem - Reno x Ryoga. It will be cool..gagaga oh oh Ivy x Koki. But they looks like bro. Shin since he is a Kazuki fan maybe Kazuki x Shin....LAWL....

We also talk bout wat if Jin dye his har pink..LAWL. Imagining him in different haircolours. But the most funny thing - How can Yuu left San alone in a mountain. i was laughin so hard that I began to tear up. San n Yuu are so cute!!!!!!!!!

Oh boy oh boy my cockroach outfit is coming soon too.!!!!!!!!!! I cant wait to wear it. Since I cant see Ruki might as well be Him.

Hajimaru

2010-03-19T16:26:00.002+08:00

Yosh!! I LOVE MY BLOG...hahaha. Well If it's Gazette I will LOVE it. Thank again Atul.Thank you so much for helping me. HONTONI ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU. 2 words to discribe this blog SUBARASHI , KIREI DA.

I love Gazette so much but u maybe wondering why is it ViViD and Nega came out 1st. Gazette is ichiban. Demo I also support all vk band out there. People may hate them but who cares. I love them and that matter. This is the Today that im talking about. I wont feel remorse no more. Now I cant wait for tomorrow. A new day await and who know wat adventure it brings.

Oh I hope that the songs doesnt give u headaches. Well someone's medicine maybe someone's poison.

2010-03-19T16:21:00.001+08:00

i wanna thanks rabiatul adawiyah for being such a sweet person to help me with the blog layout...
very kind hearted person =)

Yesteday,Today and Tomorrow

2010-03-19T14:08:00.005+08:00

Tick tock tick tock. Time passes by very fast. In a moment everything has ended. We cant just sit around and felt remorse coz we cant catch yesterday. But at least we can hold Today. We cant grab tomorrow but if we hold Today tightly atleast we will posess Tomorrow.

As yesterday was a dream. Today is a reality. A reality that i must face. At least Im contented that Im alive and healthy. Not only me but those that are dearest to me are alive and fit. But what future will bring I dun noe.It only make me anxious. We will not know the future. Will I get to Poly? I dun noe that my self. But as for now. Im going to enjoy my life for a little while. Because if I lose today then in the end I will feel more remorse for not having a great day. That why Im going to enjoy my life so that tomorrow will be better day then today. Everyday im going to make tomorrow a wonderful day.

Celebration Crushes

2009-12-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

Wah long time didnt update my blog..now going to 2010 so fast sey. I never thot that my ITE LIFE will coming to an end. Now alot of celebration. Xmas and new years. But wat a spoiler I cant get a day off on e 31. If i know it be better if we got work on xmas eve..coz it be better as we can celebrate Eileen bdae n watch fireworks. Then another thing I ask my mom to stay out during the 31 but she doesnt allow me. Worst is after my sis got nitemare after I came bk hm after meeting my frens. Now my sis scared to sleep in my rom. Worst scenario- my mom dont let me stay home late. WORST NITEMARE- my aunt happen to listen to my mom nag and she agree wif my mom. WTH im 19 its e LEGAL AGE TO DO ANYTHING. As long as i know RIGHT N WRONG it shuldnt be a problem.

Wat i get back is - U A GAL U MUST BE CAREFUL..ITS NOT NICE FOR A GAL TO STAY OUT LATE..but ITS ONCE A YEAR..i wanna watch fireworks and enjoy wif my frens..after we graduate its hard to see each other.

2 years pass by like the wind

2009-11-13T19:25:00.003+08:00

OMG next week is the last week of school. Then we go for a 4 months IA..and then we graduate. I cant believe it. The first day I went to ITE, my mind are filled with scary thoughts. Now I felt very sad to be separated from my friends. Hopefully I wont cry on friday. (btw rite now my tears are flowing a bit from my eyes). Im going to miss my 'mother' and my 'sisters' and 'niece'. Im going to miss my angels too. You know who you are or shuld I list down all your name??

Though sometime we may have hard time together or miscommuncation in the end we get to solve it. Then we go crazie. Im going to miss my teachers too....omg i feel like crying already!!!!!!!!!!! I dun want this to end..but life goes on doesnt it...Must be strong but then I will become weak again. But for sure BEING WITH YOU GUYS ARE LIKE LIVING IN HEAVEN..ALL OF YOU ARE MY ANGELS THAT BEING SENT FROM GOD....

I pray that we all be in touch even if we were separated...

Mother- Mingshan
Sisters- Shuting,Seeying,Eileen,Shiya
Niece- Chenying
Angels-Zirah,Atul,Khai,Mizah,Jude
Teachers- Ms Tan,Ms Lim,Ms Lee, Mr Zhang

My truly angels from above............I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Trip to Pulau Semakau

2009-10-19T20:03:00.002+08:00

Wah really enjoyed today trip to Polua Semakau. Only that I cant stand the hot weather. Its really scorching my fragile skin. Luckily Im not tan. I should bring my cap if I had known that its an open landsape. But other than that really enjoyed ourselves. Even the ferry ride is exciting. Even though im afraid of getting seasick. However at times my heart are beating with anxiousness whenever I think of my grandfather. So far no news of him yet. But i pray that he will be fine.

Tomorrow is our phase test..hopefully i can make it this term. Coz my teacher told me that in RP they accept us coz last year cut off point is 2.1. Hopefully it stays 2.1 and I can go there. My morale keep on decreasing and increasing. Sometimes felt like theres no hope and at time feel like theres some hope for me..AIYOOH always go up and down..like the wave..Dun know where I stand.

May He is ALWAYS protected by GOD THE ALMIGHTY

2009-10-16T20:37:00.004+08:00

Today my father went to Thailand for a 5 day trip with his friends. I dun noe why but as soon as I 'salam' him and he kissed me, Im at the verge of breaking down. Usually he wil see me off when theres camp so now when he went off its my turn to see him off. NOW I FELT WHAT IT FEELS LIKE IF YOUR BELOVED ONES HAVE TO GO FOR A TRIP. I pray that he will have a save and smooth journey. May Allah bless his journey and return back safely.

But still Im going to miss him for these upcoming 5 days. Please Please make the 5 days trip a very fast days for us.

Kakak berdoa kepada Allah semoga Abah selamat pergi and pulang..dan sentiasa dilindungi oleh berbahaya and musibah..Amin....

A new LESSON for me

2009-10-13T18:15:00.003+08:00

2 weeks ago, I went to Sim lim to buy a memeroy stick. I went to this particular shop and bought a 8 gk memory stcik that cost me S$45 (+ FREE GAMES) I am so happy with it that i manage to get a very cheap memory stick equipt with a game. However to my carelessness and overjoyed, I forget to ask for a receipt.

Now I cant play ALL THE GAMES and my PSP cant detect the memory card. The only cause would be THATS THE END FOR MY MEMORYSTICK. I need to get a NEW memory stick with a space capacity of 8gk. I DUN CARE IM BUYING IT IN THE UPCOMING DAYS or WHEN I MANAGE TO SAVE some of MY MONEY. Im kinda feel dissapointed,angry and regret.but wat to do everything has gone haywir for me this month.

I got my result and its too very dissapointing and heartaches. But i try not to thing of it yet. Unless I got to poly and get in then at least im feel relieve.I DUN CARE IF I GOT TO RP or ANY POLY..as long as I GET IN im FINE with it.

HOWEVER if I CANT. Then i may start to work and then enrol in a private school. And yar I HATE THE NAGS I GOT FROM BOTH OF MY PARENTS. MY GOD THEY R TOO DEMANDING. I TRIED MY BEST(i tink) but I cant make it so WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO. I cnat just go to the admistration and say 'HEY I DID MY BEST IN ITE..NOW CANU LET ME IN?' IF its my FATHER poly then i dun even need to ask..i wuld have e course reserve for me.

Anywae tips for the day: ALWAYS ASK FOR A RECEIPT AFTER U BOUGHT UR THINGS!!!ITS A MUST

School Starting and I havent ENJOYED MY LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY!!!!

2009-10-08T23:36:00.005+08:00

my god..TIME REALLY IS CATHING ME!!!! It felt like just yesterday when we finished our exams now NEW TERM START.....

However all the plans I want to do are now postponed. I am suppose to go out wif my frens and laze around at home. Now all the past few days, Ive been going to my relative house and went back home very late..I need MORE TIME TO REST..

But not bad though..coz I manage to BOND WITH MY COUSINS MORE through disccusing bout our Korean Idol...wat else other then..SUPER JUNIOR,DBSK,BIG BANG,2NE1,SHINEE, and LOTS MORE..

Hahaha now all my hp and mp3 are filled with Korean songs!!! Well of coz a bit of Jrock..oh yar GACKT aka GAKUTO is coming to SHINGAPPORU....(singapore) AWESOME!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!! The most handsome guy in japan industries is coming to TOWN!!!!! but i dun noe when. It is said aroung october..but the timing and day is UNKNOWN...so bad ONLY HIS FAN CLUB will noe...SOB SOB DEFINITELY SOB!!!!!!! credits to my cousin too....

Now i tink i need to rest..tired for going out...URH REALLY 1 MONTHS OF HARI RAYA is definitelty TIRING!!!!!!!

oh btw is there something WRONG WIF FACEBOOK???? I CANT SIGN IN..ALWAYS A PAGE ERROR...is it becoz of the earthquake thats why the server is down??? BUT SERIOUSLY I CANT SIGN INTO MY FACEBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reminiscence

2009-10-03T00:12:00.002+08:00

Wah first thig first

Happy Sweet 19 to JANNAH....

Hope u love the SUPER JUNIOR post card..SHULD GET FOR U SUJU CALENDER...
SORRY SORRY

hahaha..so just now went out with Wani and Jannah to celebrate. Watch Cloudy with a chance wif meatball. Very funny and Sad...hahah

Then proceed to ORCHARD and SHOP FOR MORE..well got myself a GOTH print t-shrit..well its BLACK...my mom told me ENOUGH OF BLACK..its becoz some of the print is purple..

PURPLE + BLACK= MUST BUY

hahah...how ever it match my skirt...omg..love it so much...
next im going to get a purple skirt and boots ( NOT WITH A HIGH HEEL)

At least than i can walk for a long miles...

RESULLLLLTTTT IS TOMOROOWWWWWW

2009-09-30T21:23:00.003+08:00

OMG TOMORROW IS RESULT
OMG TOMORROW IS RESULT
OMG TOMORROW IS RESULT

IM SCARED,NERVOUS,WORRIED ALOT OF NEGATIVE FEELINGS...........

Anywae just now just went out with my childhood fren, Clara.
Wow after enrol to a sport school..her bowling techtics are superb..almost every game is a strike...lol as for me only 'LONGKANG'.

But thanks after a few lesson from her at least I score a bit..well not a stike but at least score..haha lol

Well at least it made my day not remorseful or worrying..only now lar..but heck,...im going to have a movie marathon tonite to keep me happy...and tomorrow going out with my secondary frens...maybe at nite then check my result....

PRAY HARD PRAY HARD..

But if I cant make it..I will find a job and then proceed...who knows wat e future brings....

2009-09-28T20:54:00.002+08:00

Im tired of seating at home...
however just watched MOON CHILD...its the coolest COMBINATION movie ever...
When u have GACKT PLUS HYDE EQUALS MADNESS AND NOSEBLEEDING..its so cooolllll.

Cant wait for thursdae..as long as I go to poly im happy enough..if I fail i work and then save enough to go for a private school...

haish...waiting for e days to pass by is so boring....

BIG DILEMMA

2009-09-28T02:37:00.003+08:00

Woah look like wat my wish come true..I GOT A FEVER today..so I CANT GO FOR TOMORROW OUTING...is that good news???

BUT i have BAD NEWS TOO..of all weeks for my family gathering it must me on the WHOLE WEEK that IM SUPPOSE TO GO UT WIF MY FRENS...and if I DUN GO...my sister will nag at me coz ive been complaining bout her not presence when our relative come to our house....shity shit now its my turn...

My parents have made plans with them to go out with them..and if Im not there...........
MY SIS WILL BE EXTREMELY MAD AT ME...
My PARENTS WILL SCOLD AND SAID THAT I TRY TO LECTURE MY SIS WHEN I MYSELF DID THE SAME THING...WALAO that will MAKE MY WATER FACE DROP.

I also CANT GO SWIMMING...wat a shit.......
DAMN DAMN DAMN........

TO ALL MY FRIENDS..IM AM TRULY TRULY SO SSSOOORRRYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!
All my plans with u guys are destroyed. And last week of holidae some more want to at least enjoy wif my frenZ..NOW STUCK ALREADY...CANNOT GO FORWARD OR BACKWARD!!!!

ONCE AGAIN SO SOORRRRRRYYYYYYY
Minta MAAF
抱歉
유감스러운
Gomenasai

2009-09-27T02:09:00.003+08:00

Today my relatives r coming to my house. So I didnt go out. But my lame sister had to go out with her stupid friends. Today was supposed to be a family day but NO SHE RATHER BE WITH HER STUPID FRIENDS then our RELATIVES.

I told her to come back early so that wecan have a chat with our cuzzies..but she came home late.

1st thing- All of my cousins ask bout her
2nd- All of them are waiting for her for 2 hours
3rd- I tried calling her lots of time but HER STUPID fucking handphone is unreachable

I am so fed up with her. So wat if ur fren will talk behind ur back bout u not joining them or wat so over. Like hello u can meet them in school. This is our relative and they stayed very far and its a 1 in a year gathering. Ur stupid behaviour of letting ur fren first then e relative suck.

Not going..thats my final decision

2009-09-25T16:26:00.003+08:00

I dunt want to go to the aquaculture gathering. I made a promise to my friend that on Mon I will go out with her. Then I got news that this Mon we got the aqua gathering n be having at Sentosa. After much discussion, they going to be a potluck and everyone supposed to bring 20 bux...wth 10 bux is enough already...and want more money...

My money I can spend more on my shopping spree. I really dunt feel like going. That's it IM GOING TO TELL THEM I HAVE A FEVER....no attandance so be it..AND BEING THE ONLY MALAY GAL...please I got better things to do...

Unwanted people should stay where they are...

2009-09-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

First thing first I am so angry at my stupid 2nd aunt. Ok last 2 years she n my mom end up quarelled BIG TIME...and now she want to quarelle again..wat the fucked up attitude she had.

Come to my house and said that my maid doesnt know how to serve the drinks. Like of coz my maid is only here for like 3 weeks i guessed. Hey we are teaching her only that your FUCKED UP ATTITUDE that doest teach anyone..I knoe u have like 2 maids in ur house(malaysia)..oh I forgot BITHC AUNT....1 of ur maid cant even work wif u for a few months..and that she ran away...SO WHOS THE ONE THAT DOESNT KNOW HOW TO TEACH THE MAID..SUCKER????

HARI RAYE come to people house than instead of asking for forgiveness U R GIVING THIS SHITSSS...go fuck urself..of yar at least I came out from my room and greeted you..HOW BOUT UR FUCKING CHILDREN....THEY DUN EVEN COME TO PEOPLE HOUSE...all THEY DOES IS TO GO SHOPPING IN SINGAPORE...FUCKIN FAMILY U OUGHT TO GO BACK....UR EXISTENCE ONLY BROUGHT more JINX TO US..

So wat u r STAYING AT A BANGALOW HOUSE IN MALAYSIA..hey come on IF I WERE TO GO TO INDONESIA....GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH HOUSES AND CARS I OWNED...I EVEN OWNS THE WHOLE LAND..SO SHUT UR FUCKED MOUTH...

I feel so SORRY FOR U...
U HAVE A POCKET FULL OF GOLD..BUT UR HEART IS FULL OF SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Six reasons of getting Sick

2009-09-23T00:46:00.004+08:00

Im SICK of the 'kuihs'
Im SICK of the carbonated drink
Im SICK of staying at home during day time (coz at nite my family start going)
Im SICK of my sore throat
Im SICK of watching boring tv pogramme
Im SICK of eaing all those FATTENING FOOD!!!!

After Hari Raya, Im going to go for a little work out. But i cant guarentee if im 100% going to put it into action. HEY WORDS ARE EASY THAT ACTIONS..so I may be going...but hey a few rounds wuld alteast burn some fat...

And another thing..RESULT WILL BE RELEASE ON THE 1 WK OF OCTOBER....please hope that I passed. Hate the pressure of being force to do things BEYONG my will. Oh yar 1 more list

IM SO DAMN FUCKIN SICK OF PEOPLE ASKING ME WHEN TO GO TO POLY/ GET A FUCKING FAMILY...

1 THING why I HATE HARI RAYA...THE STUPIDEST QUESTIONS ALL BLASTING AT ME....maybe smiling all e way but in my heart goodness wat cursing languages came out...

SORRY THIS IS LIKE A NEW ERA... People like me wouldnt want to start a family...I rather go to JAPAN, COSPLAYING OR DO THINGS BETTER THAN stuck with A HUSBAND OR KIDS..

Finally end of day 1

2009-09-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

WOW im so BUSHED. Went to alot of my relatives' house. Don't bothered to count the money I receive. Aniwae its been a tiring day for me but i enjoyed alot of it. DId took lots of picts but then im lazy to upload it. Tomorrow im still going to my other realtive house. How i wish that i culd skip tomorrow outing.

My uncle who suffered from Cancer still havent recover yet. Again when I listened to his story, my heart wrench so hard. But I still support him to the fullest. However his work experience made my mom think twice of letting me n my bro to work in the chemical field. But hey every job has a risked. Even if i were to work in a pharmaceutical industries who know wat biohazzard im exposed to. But the salary given is great..only it come with the deadly price.

Aniwae when r we going for swimming and cycling?
I really need to burn all these fats. Goodness im so scared to count the calories or fat I consume today. This is a disadvantage during Hari Raya..u wil eat a lot...need to work out...

CAn we go for the above activities on the LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY..????

DRAGOOONN UP!!!

2009-09-19T20:28:00.002+08:00

Today im totally 100% addicted to G-D. Keep listening to Heartbreaker and breathe. I really can't get enough of him. All of a sudden my mind is all about G-D. Omg now where did my J rox go to?? Im too far away from it...Maybe a break from Gazette won't hurt.

Finally tomorrow is Hari Raya. But im not in the mood to celebrate just now (morning) I got a sore throat. Must be the spicy ramen I ate yesterday. Talking bout celebration tomorrow is my Sis, Hikmah birthday..wow celebrate 2 things tomorrow. Hopefully my thoat will be ok tomorrow if not I can't eat the lontong and stuff..

Tomorrow I dunt tink in the car i will be listening to the Hari Raya songs. Coz in my Handphone and PSP I ONLY ADD either BIG BANG songs or G-D songs....Getting crazie with the BIg Bang. OMG even Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) is nowhere to be found in my head. Im torn apart...Big Bang Big Bang that's all inside my head...even when i sleep, I will listen to their songs.

I tink G-D really has a good name. DRAGON is very powerful beast and now i was captured by his powerful voice..Plus im also addicted to F(x).. OMG WHERE'S MY JAP SONG GONE TO????

Aniwae to all my friends out there..I wish u guys/gals Selamat Har Raya...

Say RAB IA TO THE TUL...

2009-09-19T00:05:00.003+08:00

LOL..actually I wanted it become more likely like BIG to the BANG..but this is MY VERSION.
but my HEART BREAK INTO PIECES.....GD - WHY o why he looks like a gal inside heartbreaker vid...but watever it is i will always vote for him...GD ROX.....

Aniwae Happy birthday to Atul...sweet 19 yeay....

Watched G-force 3D and then breakfast at Ramen Ten. It was fun and exciting. It was a first outing. (DURING HOLIDAE PERIOD) I am so full till now. (That's bcoz i kept drinking then eating)
After eating we went to walk at Ion Orchard. But then we went back home early as our poor Shiya is working tomorrow.

Hey we love to shop but we will consider each other feelings' coz that's wat frenz are for. We understand each other better. But today ALOT OF CAM WHORE (as usual) Poor Mingshan need to upload alot of pics..hehe

Today is really cooling..when i reached tampines the bus interchange is a bit foggy and windy...its coooll coz its been a blazing day for the past few days.

However I got bad news. It's said that this year Hari raya celebration we have to combine with the P class. Im not being anti-social or bad. But seriously I'm not close to them(Both boys and girls) So i will feel very awkward if I go with them.

I know Hari Raya is the time we go visit each other and ask for forgiveness but i really feel uncomfortable. And some of them i dun even talk to...If they still insist on combining then I just have to reject their offer. Some more my mom warned me to bring only the closest or classmate that im close to. Maybe I will invite only our malay gals.
Now im in a dilemma coz last year I didnt celebrate with them and now I also feel like not celebrating with them..

Aniwae that celebration is a long way.Another prob came up.
Aquaculture is making a club gathering and will be having pot luck. 1st and foremost I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING. I MAy be the only malay if i go there ( if Hazirah not going) and it will be boring. WHY MUST ATUL LEFT ...

I know!!! maybe on that day i will tell Jude that i got FEVER..to escape myself...

Binded by a thread

2009-09-16T13:53:00.002+08:00

Today I am so LaZY TO WAKE UP and go school. I thought today is my STUPID DUTY. I wake up at 11 and take my own sweet time to go school. Some more im feeling dread as there's no one that accompany me..but at least my mp3 is my companion. When i reached school, I saw WanLing. I thought she came to help or so..then she told me that MY BLOODY DUTY IS TOMORROW 17 09 09...F^&&*7847377$$%$ BLOODY HELL...I came on the wrong day. I just sign of my name n wrote tomorrow date but i DONE MY DUTY..

After that I GOT NEWS: THIS FRIDAY THERE'S MEETING AT 10. fck848485840239309$%^%%# I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING..I DUN WANT TO GO..IM FEELING THAT IM BEING BINDED MY A THREAD..

JUST MY DAY TODAY..everything not going by my plan....URH THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING...

Nothing in Particular

2009-09-12T21:23:00.003+08:00

im so GLAD...glad that exam is over...glad that now is our holidae..

Final destination 3D was awesome...so scary..grusome..and disgusting..but i can still watch it..only when the sharp object came to us..i close my eyes or take out the spect..but the story baseline is still the same..no one survived duh..that final destination..cant expect more..but 3D is the best experience for me..

I rushed all the way for my jap course, lucky im not late..reached on the dot. However i cant concentrate as i was so sleepy..but when i reached home im not sleepy. Help my aunt to bake the 'Raya cookies'. So my nite shift start later at 12 am and to bake it for the rest of the week. Start buzy baking cookies and stuff. But also not forgetting Atul bdae gift..lol..wah turning 19 already..hope that everything will be ready when the day comes.

Last I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL JUST TO FEED THE BLOODY FISHES!!!! im sick and tired already..but i dun go, i will be in trouble and worst my duty is on 17 sept i got no friend to go with me...so sad!!!!!

And im still stuck at stage 5 of DEVIL MAY CRY 3..i restart the game as im bored playing the other game and now im lost and keep dying at level 5..if i know i wuldnt overwrite the data..now need to play all over again..

A lot of path

2009-09-08T14:24:00.002+08:00

Yes. finally i finished my BIA EXAM. Now left with AIA. After exam just now, I discussed bout life after ITE. Maybe if I passed with flying colour I can go to Polytechnic and futher my studies. if I failed, I will work and then go to Polytchnic. I dont care if I pass or fail..as long as I can get to Polytchnic..Im happy and lucky enough.

When I think bout my future..I noticed that there are lots of Path just like the DOUBLE BEAM...only this path is my choice..But im still going to fight for it..and do my best for AIA...

After AIA then I can relax and start to enjoy life.

EXAM EXAM ITS TOMORROW!!!!!!

2009-09-07T09:58:00.003+08:00

FIRST THING FIRST...i cant ESCAPE from tomorow exam. Scares me a bit as it had a high percent weightage. I woke up early just to study but now my brain is dead. All i think is HOLIDAY, FINAL DESTINATION AND HARI RAYA...

Im feeling nervous,scared and full of negativity feelings. But all these are not going to bring me dowm. As long as I have CONFIDENT AND HOPE..i will make it..I will have faith and believe in myself...

Besides I just have to treat it has a normal class test. The more I tink bout exam, the more I feel nervous, and worst made me scared. So tink of it as a class test..it wont be that nervous.

Im feeling sleepy rite now....must have enough sleep and rest.
Oh ya talking bout playing...

I STUDIED FOR 2 HRS and PLAYED KING OF FIGHTER FOR 3 HRS..Too much studying is bad for health..so IM SIMPLY FOLLOWING MY BROTHER PRINCIPLE...STUDY HARD BUT PLAY HARDER..

To ALL MY FRIENDS GOOD LUCK IN THE EXAMS MAY WE PASS AND SUCCCED..

A NEW SPIRIT SWEPT INTO ME

2009-08-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

Im HAPPY..AND RELIEVED.. I got my result not for the entire result yet I was quiet satisfied with it. I got B for Aia..now STIRVE FOR THE BEST AND GIVE WHAT I GOT.I will pass my core exam and go to POLy and not let my family down....

1 for all and ALL for 1.

2009-08-25T09:06:00.003+08:00

What a stupid day to begin with. We were supposed to meet at 8.30 am for our PM presentation. At first zirah and me went to LJS first to redeem her badges. So we were late for about 10 minutes. When we reached Stella,Gerald and Wanling were already waiting for us. So I thought that we made it in time.

Then we had the CALL. It was from Zhengkai. He just WOKE UP !!!! WHAT THE HECK. Now we have to wait for him. Even if he reached here, it would be 30 mins later. And our Practical will have start already. So What to do we have to do our PM AFTER OUR PRACTICAL. HAIZ so much for waking up early. Now Gerald,Zirah, Wanling and Me sitting here at the school library surfing the internet.

Because of 1 person everyone was retained back...what to do..that's what we get when having a GROUP WORK .

WOW FOR ONCE THE LIBRARY IS DAMN QUIET AND PEACEFUL....just like in HEAVEN...
been LISTENING TO MY HEAVEN FOR THE LAST 9 HOURS......SAY B I G TO THE BANG....

Finally i found HEAVEN after a HELLISH DAY..

2009-08-24T23:27:00.003+08:00

Love you girl, kimi dake ga my heaven
Sing it together
Lalala…
Big Bang
Lalala…
Hey T, let’s do it bro
Go go go…

24/7 itte mirya heaven
24/7 yume kokochi heaven
24/7 eien sa heaven
24/7 heaven let’s go

Yo, maji iu nara sou kimi ga towa no my lover
Everything in the past is like never let go
Never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
Waiting for you day and night in my dreams and go
Summer flow in the night, take flight and glow
That’s forever love
Kimi to iru hazu no tomorrow its gone

Sanzan make love na noni naze kimi wa gone
Ai wa tsukamikakete itsumo
Mata kono te suri nuketa
Kimi dake nanka sukoshi chigau
Unmei kanjiteta noni
Mirai saa
You’re the only one in my life

Aitakute aitakute
Ano umi de matte iru yo
Kimi e no omoi
Asa mo hiru mo yoru mo
Aitakute you are my heaven

Happiness … sadness … tears …

Sky … stars … and my heaven

Kimi dake ga inai
Iro no nai sekai
Dameeji wa fukakute hakarishirenai
Ano hi no kuchibiru mada atatakaku
Omoidaseru noni nasusube mo naku

Oh baby baby, hora, kokoro no naka ni kimi no memory
Oh baby baby, mada karada ni nokoru kimi no messeeji
Tsumenai netsu wo owaraseru youni
Oh baby, furu tsuetai ame

Because of you

Kienaide kienaide
Ano natsu de toki wo tomete
Omoide daite aki mo fuyu mo haru mo
Eien ni you are my heaven

Hey, hey, listen to me

Saigo ni kita messeeji
Gomen dake ja shoujiki nani mo wakannai
Mou ichido soba ni kite ano koro mitai ni waratte yo

Aitakute aitakute
Ano umi de matte iru yo
Kimi e no omoi asa mo hiru mo yoru mo
Aitakute you are my heaven

24/7 my heaven

I REALLY WANT TO SEE BIG BANG..
AITAKUTE...
AISHITERU...

IM happy dont want to thing bout the SHITTY DAYS...
wait im LISTENING TO MY HEAVEN, SO MUST NOT USE FOUL LANGUAGES..
GOMENASAI...

At same time too trying to CALM MYSELF DOWN, RELAX MYSELF AND HAVE A PEACEFUL MIND..
LUCKILY My HEAVEN came after the HELLYISH DAY..
OOPS not supposed to be angry..
SORRY ONCE AGAIN....

TO MY FRIENDS OUT THERE: My Haven My Heaven....EIEN NI YOU ARE MY HEAVEN
Forever YOU ARE MY HEAVEN

TRANSATION

Love you girl only you are my heaven
sing it together
Lalala..
big bang
Lalala…
Hey T, let’s do it bro
Go go go..

It’s the truth if I say you are my eternal lover
everything in the past is like never let go
never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
waiting for you day and night in my dreams and go
summer flow in the night, take flight and glow
that’s forever love

That “you would be with me tomorrow”, it’s gone
Even though we had great times together, why have you gone (**it’s actually “our making love is great” but I’m reluctant to type the words T_T**)
Love has always failed to grab my hands
Only you somehow are a little different
I always felt this was fate
From now on (It’s literately “future” but I think “from now on” would fit better with the next sentence)
you’re the only one in my life

I want to see you, I want to see you
I’m waiting for you by that sea
My feelings for you
Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening
I want to see you, you are my heaven

happiness…sadness…tears…

sky…stars…and my heaven

Only you are missing
But the world is so colorless
The depth of the damage is immeasurable
Those lips of that days are still warm
But even if I keep remembering them, I’m at loss of knowing what to do

Oh baby, memories of you are still in my heart
Oh baby, your messages still remain on my body
So that this unable-to-cool-down heat can be stopped
Oh baby, the cold rain is falling

Because of you

Please don’t vanish, don’t vanish
Please stop the time at that summer
I’m still holding those memories, whether it’s autumn, winter, or spring
For eternity, you are my heaven

Hey, hey, listen to me

Finally the message came
There’s only “I’m sorry”, I really don’t understand at all
Just one more time, come to my side, smiling like those times

I want to see you, I want to see you
I’m waiting for you by that sea
My feelings for you
Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening
I want to see you, you are my heaven

24/7 My heaven

GOT NOTHING ELSE TO DO BESIDE SINGING MY HEAVEN N POSTING THE LYRIC....
THIS IS WAT I GET AFTER TOO MUCH STUDYING AND TO RELEASE STRESS!!!!!!

TO THAT FCUKING BITVH

2009-08-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

OK when I wrote bout yesterday incident, I was so vexed. I cant put words down my mouth. I became more mad, when i was SPAMMED by this particular site...
My eggurish is bad...so what...its Singpore mah..So can u write and speak in perfect english..? If u want to correct people english..go correct your own thought.fck u and go to hell.

I summon upon the dark soul whose spirits are being taunted and devoured by the beast..thee who hurt thy feelings shall be devoured and taunted by thee spirits..in the night it shall haunts thee..and in thee grave it shall sweep through thee bones...I command you beast hear me out...and fulfill my vengence and desire for blood...torment them who torment thy....

So can u still beat me YOU SON OF A BITCH...??? BUT THEN AGAIN i dont tink u understand coz UR MIND LeVEL IQ ARE WAY BELOW THAN THE GATES OF HELL..OR I FORGOT U ALSO JUST CAME OUT from the hell and U R SO HAPPY THAT U R FREED...SO GET UR FCK UP LIFE BACK AND GO TO WHERE THEE BELONG..- regards from me to the fking SPAMMERS

YESTERDAY OLD LADY..
ok im maybe unfair too all those friendy and innocent aunties out there...i know that some are kind..I wont disturb them or worst curse them..

However to those
Who thinks they are right even when in the wrong.
Who thinks they are old and smart and therfore deserve respect..
Who thinks that by shouting and humiliating people are great..

THEN THOSE I MENTIONED ABOVE..THE ONLY THING YOU DESERVE IS IN HELL..
YEAYH THATS WHERE LOW SCUM PEOPLE LIKE YOU DESERVE TO BE...

AND TO THE MUSLIMS OUT THERE HAPPY FASTING MONTH....

A fcuk up encounter with the CRAZY BITvH

2009-08-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

Just now after school we went to Long John Silver. We had lots of funs and laughter. Only when we wanted to go back home. I saw this old lady at the ENTRANCE OF MY BUS BOOTH. I wanted to go in as that's what we haVe to do when queing for the bus. And she was STANDING AT THE ENTRANCE BLOCKING US..IDIOT RITE. I said EXCUSE ME..but she didnt listen SO I tap on her shoulder..WAH SUDDENLY SHE SHOW HER FCUK UP ATTITUDE TO ME( LIKE SOMEONE I KNOW IN SCHOOL).. tHIS OLD LADY IS MAD..... not mad as in ANGRY MAD but MAD INSANE...I told her that I said it politely some more but she didnt turn and look at me...wonder wat shes looking at. Then she scold me lar..that i DIDNT 'SAY EXCUSE ME THEN TAP HER SHOULDER'...She got the guts some more to tap my shoulder..that bitvh HUMILIATE ME AND SCOLD ME (a lot of 72 passengers looking at us) Then there's a guy beside me shout at her to stop as she tap me very hard....lucky to that man I was saved. And as i was walking down the booth I heard Zaman shout. I knew that they also heard the incident....fcuk up bitvh..I listen to my mp3 to forget the stupid incident..then Atul call me. I cant pick it up as I was at the verge to breakdown. Then she call me again so I have to answer it..a few minutes later Hazirah came...goodness and then I broke down..fcuk fcuk....good thing my bus came and I got off...I was ok when I was in the bus...but when Jude msg me...I broke down TERRIBLY IN THE BUS...FCUK....SHIT IF 2MORO I SAW HER...I WILL SHOUT SINCE SHE CANT LISTEN.

BUT I WANT TO THANK MY FREN FOR THEIR SUPPORT...HEHEHE...THAT MAKE ME HAPPY...
HOPE THAT BITVH GET SCOLDED BACK BY OUR STUDENTS...SHOW ATTITUDE RIGHT..MAKE SURE SHE KENA BACK BY A GUY WHOS ATTITUDE ARE 100 FOLD WORST THAN HER..SO SHE KNOW THAT SHE MESS WITH THE WRONG PERSON..IF THAT DIDNT HAPPEN...

I CURSE HER THAT LIGHTING WOULD STRIKE HER - THIS IS FOR HUMILATING ME....

Rise of the fallen and fall of my money...

2009-06-29T23:24:00.004+08:00

Today I went watch movies my my fren after our tutorial. Well its the most action packed movie that I ever watch. The sound effects andgraphic are so real...and laslty BUMBLEBEE is so kawaii...i want to have him as my pet. Imagine ur pet is ur car..and drives u..(autp-pilot)..

However funny things was at some scene my mind went side track and found myself in Gundam world..it just came to me..

But other than that it was terrific..i feel like watching it again..2 hours 15 mins doesnt even bore or agitate me..

Theres some sad moments too..but cheer up..u never know the ending.

Now I must also rise again coz i must rise my money up..going broke for this month..so sad...

It sadden me also to know that the KING OF POP HAS LEFT THE WORLD... Hope that he may finally rest in peace..Thats wat people say death is a peaceful sleep..

2009-06-15T15:25:00.002+08:00

Saturday 13 06 09 was the best outing I ever had. Even though I think that im overdone. Meet them at 3. Lucky I wasnt late coz usually i was late.

I was so surpirse that Ms Tan join us. But im glad..the more the merrier. We bought DRAG ME TO HELL tickets. Then went up to the arcade to play basketballs and para-para. We also took neo prints lucky the 9 of us can fit in.

A few mins later Zaman join us. We went up again to buy the ticket for him. But when we look at the ticket is the other movie called Phelhem 123.

We need to pospone our movies to 7.50pm. So we ate at Pasta Mania..thats where the fun begins..
Cant believed that I receive so many gifts in my life from my frenz. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH...I NEVER HAD SUCH IN MY LIFE.

7.50 we start to occupy our seats. But then its not drag me to hell which is again Pelhem 123..wth..

The patrons start to Jeer and shout..then a 15 mins later DRAG ME TO HELL...start.

The 1st thought came to me was like typicall horror movie -which is not horror or scary..But surprisingly at some part I was screaming....with the whole rows...or patrons. After it ends we started to get paranoid and went back home as fast as we can.I cant EVEN SLEEP THAT NITE...

Get me 2 days to sleep peacefully.....anywae it was the 1st time watching horror movie mif my frens....

Once again I wanna thanks: SHUTING,SEEYING,ELENE,MING SHAN,MISS TAN,ATUL,SHIYA AND ZAMAN FOR THAT DAY....

For KL trip..im afraid to know wat they planning for me...we jus have to see....

TIME TO PARTY....FOCUS ON MY STUDY

2009-06-11T12:26:00.003+08:00

Holiday is only an hours away.... hahahah
So wild right now...even my class test are not affecting me. Got so much to do...this break will be balancing of my body,mind and soul.

MIND- Its time to have a party. Go out with frenz and families.
After 1 week break do revision. I need to get some brain juice fro my brain...

BODY-Time to lose all the fats away.
and also do warm up for my NAPFA test....

SOUL-Time to go to Religious class
And perhaps do not miss out the prayer......(hopefully)

Yeay next month is my cosplay event cant wait for it....so I still need to save MONEY...cause a lot marchandice to buy.....

And hopefully got enough time to watch BOF completely....

Kuroi Namida

2009-05-27T16:40:00.002+08:00

I feel so hopeless today...goodness I just wish I can turn back time..
I sucked in Netball...i thot that Im already prepared for it.
Coz last 2 fridae I asked Atul to play monkey with me so that I can catch the ball..

However today I could even catch the ball. When I caught it, I lost my grip and the ball fell to the ground. I felt so hopeless and im so angry at myself. Im so damn angry coz i flet that I let my team down. Even though its just a game but I can feel that my teamates are trying their best to win the game. However I made them down..

I dont know then suddenly my tears came out of nowhere and began to sob...(luckily SNW is about to end) Worst thing I cant control it....AAAAAhhhhhhh im such a freakin crybaby.....

I dont know wat to do..i just cant catch the stupid ball or that my hands are so stupid to catch it...

Now i feel so hopeless again.. but thanks to my friends they all calm me down and now im back again..hehehee thanks you all...made my life so happy.....Thank you all of you.....

Im a Slacker

2009-05-21T20:51:00.003+08:00

Goodness its been too long..Finally i got the time to post..aniwae its been 1 month and half since im in year 2..time fly so fast..

Last year Im so scared to come to school and now Im so glad that i came to this class..met lot of friends on the way...have my sweet experiences as well as bitter.but hey thats life...there's always the dark side..

Aniwae my new year revolution had yet to be complish...I still haven open yet my notes for revision..and this year grade are so crucial for the next level...arh but stupid feeling of PROCASTINATE...hate it...to the core..

Im addicted to Rainbow 6 EScape to Vegas and again keep dying at the last stage just like my studies.

GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO PULL THRU BUT THE TIDAL WAVE DROWN ME

But i duN not need to think bout my IC AND PASSPORT coz its done only for my EZLINK ah that can wait for next week...

My next revolution- TO KEEP ALL MY BELONGINGS IN MY ROOM
TO ADD SOME DETECTOR TO DETECT MY PERSONAL BELONGINGS
TO KEEP ALL THE GOOD LUCK CHARMS
USE INEXPENSIVE STUFF

SO THAT I WONT LOST ALL MY BELONGING ESPECIALLY THE EXPENSIVE ONES AND ALSO ALL THE GHOST OR WATSOEVER ^-^

Lost in Home its not AMNESIA

2009-04-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

I dont know wat to say or do...I LOST MY DAMN FREAKING BAG-Worth of IC,EZ LINK,SPECTACLE, HOUSE KEY, 1ST LECTURE NOTE AND A PATHETIC $2. I dont know who took it or wat soever. I dont even want to know if there's a spirit that like to torment me...

WATEVER U R SPIRITS U DON HAVE A NEED FOR MY IC,EZ LINK AND HOUSE KEYS. WELL THATS BECAUSE U CAN JUST GO THRU WALLS..

U DUN NEED MY SPECTS-BECOZ U CANT BE BLIND AS U CAN WALK/FLY THRU WALLS AND EVEN HAVE THE DARK AURA TO LEAD U THE WAE....

U DUN NEED MY NOTES AS U R BETTER OFF DEAD.
N DUN HAVE TO CRACK UR DEAD BRAINS READING OR LEARNING ALL THOSE STUFF...

lASTLY-U DONT HAVE TO TAKE THE PATHETIC $2..DONT UR FAMILY OFFER U HELL NOTES EVERY YEAR?? WAT CAN U USE FOR THAT $2..DONT TELL ME THAT UR THIRSTY AND WANTED TO DRINK A $1.50 OF BUBBLE TEA...U DONT EVEN FEEL THINGS...
FACE THE FACT U R DEAD...

..BUT IF U WANT TO STUDY THEN JUST HAUNT MY SCHOOL ITS BETTER BUT DUN SCARE MY CLASSMATES...U CAN SCARE THE MACHINES...

U DUN EVEN NEED MY IC..TRUST ME ITS SUCKS TO BE SOMEONE ELSE.....UNLESS IM TOO POPULAR FOR U...BUT DUN HAVE TO STEAL MY THINGS IF U R MY STALKER...

Gosh im so FREAKING MAD...and i do not have amnesia i am clearly remember where i put my stuff and keep it...its unfair u noe..my family accuse me that i didnt bring my baG home that i left it in class/bus.

But hey who in this world are damn STUPID AND CARELESS AND CLUELESS AT WHERE THEY PUT THEIR BAG...

My memory space may be running low but to forgot to take home my back the probability is tototally 0% not a chance babe..

And foremost U STUPID BAG..IF I FOUND U SOMEDAE...IM SOOOO GOING TO BURN..OH BUT MY IC AND STUFF IM GONNA KEEP IT.....ONLY U BAG..BEWARE....

AND IF U THING U CANT LOST UR BAG IN UR OWN HOUSE THINK AGAIN....ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE....

Make it Quick

2009-02-13T13:09:00.002+08:00

I ve not much time..anywae nothing cools going on..just conflicss and more conflics,,,im so frustrated thinking of it..

I cant even have the mood to do all my practical.

However i do wish that the DARK CLOUDS will go off soon..
thinking bout clouds remind me bout FINAL FANTASY..keep playin it and diddnt study again..

Wat surprise me was that i score for QCA..but i dun feel sad bout it either...

Next week i do my revision..and tomorrow start baking cookies...SO MUCH TO DO..SO LITTLE TIME.....

Eoy

2008-12-13T22:00:00.011+08:00

Today is the day me n my sis and also all cosplayer have been waiting for.

Went out at 2++ then meet seeying n frends before meeting my SG CAFE frens...

Every thing turn out the way we plans..took lots of photos..and also found someone wearing same traditional lolita as me..we took lots of our pictures together..

Of coz the best part of all is too make new friends and get crazy....Found lots of new frens and we cant wait to meet each other agian....and then took crazy photo shots....

My sis too love dressig up and she is really looking forward for next year not only her...Im more excited then her n cant wait for next year..We also cant wait to meet and find new frends...maybe it wil gonna be more interesting...hmm we have to wait and see for next year.. Oh and by the wae at the ending..me, my sis and frens came to RUKI-Gazette nd we make the headbang from the video-Filth in the Beauty.. Becoz of e head bang i had headache only for a while....go GAZETTE...LOVE U GUYS.....

And i would want to thanks Seeying and her Friends for supporting me..I hope u guys enjoyed the event..hehe

holidae mood

2008-12-10T15:01:00.004+08:00

YEAH...1 MORE DAY TO HOLIDAY...doesnt matter that 2moro is a long day....

YEAH...EOY IS COMING.....doesnt matter it is in 2 days time

YEAH...GOT 77% FOR MATH...doesnt matter coz i dun usually pass math till that grade/number

YEAH....GOING TO BUY MY DRESS THAT IM AIMING FOR.....doesnt matter bout the price coz got my green packet....

YEAH...MEETING MY GAL GUIDES A REUNION IM WAITING FOR....doesnt matter its a few weeks time

SOB SOB....Fairuz told Khair that im a 'cry-Baby'.Now i was being teased at and worst Anuar also called my 'cry-bABY'. But im not 1..im just being a bit emo now im fine.......Im really fine.....not a cry-baby.......

SOB SOB....After holidae got tons of class test....

BUT HEY GOT MORE YEAH THAN SOBS.........

1 LAST YEAH......CANT WAIT TO GO BACK HOME........

Why there are no c-box

2008-11-16T18:59:00.006+08:00

First thing first i dont want to get a CYBER FIGHT beween me and anonymous people...after what i gone through i still find it lame and immature....

Anywae its best that you keep your opinion to yourself....so no one get hurt by the ridiculous remarks

If you like my blog well thank you
If you hate my damn blog and still makes stupid remarks I still want to thank you.....cause of expressing your feelings BUT at a wrong place and timing....

I know how youth feels nowadays...as if you mean everything in this world....

Lastly differences between EMO AND LOLITA

EMO
They are just random dark clothes put up together....

Lolita
They need to be dressed that usually seen at HARAJUKU...(Lolita originates from JAPAN)
it is also mistaken as COSPLAY.....

But watever genre everyone into is because they have deep connection to it...
That is wat their lives about.....

Im back with a brand new track

2008-11-16T18:47:00.003+08:00

Yes finally im back..with a brand new track..
Anywae im just so excited...EOY will be around the corner..and yes i had already made some arrangement regarding bout my lolita dress..haha

I also just had a new phone...oh since im not around for e last 3 months..i wanna tell u that my motorola phone also spoilt..but now got new brand.. hurray..now left with my mp3 and psp

Well i found a cute mickey mp3 from atul....hope she get another 9 person..haha

Bput my psp heck care..find it boring anywae hard to find new games so its ok if i left it alone...at least i can make it to my temporary mp3...

OOps i need to go..tell cha more sooner especially after my EOY.....

Cramping everything

2008-10-03T17:12:00.003+08:00

Got my result yesterday..got gpa of 3.0. Not bad for me but need more improvement...I dun care anymore bout my result..all i know is that i've done it and cant be reverse in time. However I'm satisfied with my IC..got an A and all tanks to ATUL..yeah gal cant do it without cha..love ya

Anyway it not the end of the world. The next term im going to do my best..HAIK GANBATTE. Talking bout next term, i cant wait to meet my friens..im so bored to death during the holidays..and with some misunderstanding..im more breathless..anywae few weeks to go for school reopen..it time for a NEW RENOVATION FOR ME..and of course NO MORE GOING OUT LIKE LAST TERM..

And I know next term is all bout math..ANIWAE HERE IM GONNA SAY...BRING IT ON MATH..not afraid of cha...hehehe

But the most thing i felt so insecure is my HARI RAYA..i found it so LIFELESS THIS YEAR..and so DAMN BORED...though got week to celebrate it due to school holidae, I still feel boring.....

But i cant wait for DECEMBER..COSPLAY..HERE I COME...Im more crazie up with my Goth or should i say Lolitta dress....which mean need to do some shopping.Got everythink except for my dress...HURRAY....

oh yar before i end, I wanna told cha something...the 1st dae of hari raya all of my relatives...told my mom i looked like one lost Japanese girl...ALL RIGHT THAT GOOD NEWS FOR ME...iM SO GONNA KEEP MY JAPANESE IMAGE....IKUTSO

Im CHEMISTRIED OUT

2008-08-24T14:02:00.002+08:00

Great just great..my life has been so 'great'. My computer breakdown.(Right now im using my cousin com). My psp screen is DICOLOURISED. EVERYTHING IS ELECTROCUTED...The cursed had been resurrected..

Well it is a blessed though, I can study and revise my work. However the laziness prevent me from studying though.

Last week I had already cramp my head with all the 15 topics of Analytic Chem. this week, i had to compressed another 5-9 chapters of Introductory Chem..Arg my head is splitting right now..and what more these are only for my CLASS TEST. End of module exam are not included.

My Practical test had ben SCREWED UP.... THE MORE I TALK BOUT IT, THE MORE MY HEART BEAT FASTER.....

Im so chemis-tried....and im comBUSTED

The ART of SCIENCE

2008-07-29T18:49:00.006+08:00

Actually the practical had ended along time ago. However due to lack of time, I did not get to post it.

Anywae last week we had to create an isomers using the atoms figurine...but then we found out that it's much more easier to draw then to 'assemble it'. So in the end, Stella and I made a cute Poodle out of the atoms..

HEHE sound interesting rite?? Hey do not get shock that the atoms can also be design to be A HELICOPTER..i don't know how they do it though.

Well of course we were scolded by our teachers but hey its been a while since we played LEGO

But then our Science Practical had extracted out our Artistic Side...

From atom to Poodle to Rudolf Poodle

The Little Fairies

2008-07-29T18:44:00.002+08:00

So finally the black cloud had passed and so these fairies continue playing in the beach...

Although there are still some misunderstanding, these fairies will try to communicate with each other in a much more friendlier way...

The End

Heritage galore

2008-07-24T21:10:00.007+08:00

OMG today we totally went to different detour. After school we were supposed to go to the Healthy Life style thingy. But Stella need to go to Chinatown to fix her handphone.something like that. So we walk in e sport hall as fast as we could..answer all question in 1 minuts and went off.

I never been to Chinatown before. I even miss my Primary School Cultrue Trip to Chinatown..so today is my first day..and it took my breath away..

The situation look just like Hong Kong's Ladies market..I love the Dress and Skirt they sell..Must go there again and buy it..

Actually the real reason I want to go there is to find Cosplay Dress at Chinapoint..but turn out to be something else.

We even went to the Chinatown Heritage Museum..feel like a tourist..hehe

Im going there again to do a bit of shopping and also find my cosplay dress..

GangStar Of no where

Peace to the roasted chicken

Wet market gal

its not a burn out Kitchen

Dishes on the wall

Finally...I must say that I am So LUCKY TO BE BORN IN THE 1990..
I must say that those living in the olden days are so pity..they got lack of facilities and structures...oops now im talking bout Social Studies...I can cry if I suddenly been brought back in time.....

I wont and never take advantage of my bed. pillow and toilet again....

Stair ways to EMBARRASSMENT

2008-07-23T20:11:00.003+08:00

Went to Bugis with Shuting just now. Well it's been a while since I hang around there. Then after 3 hours of window shopping, I feel so tired. Then we wanted to go down the basement. I saw the escalators and went straight for it. My foots were confidently stepping on the 'treadmill'. Then I feel that something is amiss. I try to 'open my eyes' and was shock..THE DAMN ESCALATOR IS GOING UPWARDS. I just scream and then move to my fren. Which by then I noticed that she had move away from me.. Luckily I did not caught people attention..Just a couple passing me by...OMG i cant describe the feeling..ARH such embarrassing moment...

And I just had a heartache before that- saw the goth dress, but all of it seem so commen due to the cosfest.And worst is the dress cost S$79 to $100++. But fear not im still gonna buy it..nothing can stop me....

2008-07-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

Once there are happy little water fairies enjoying their days at the beach..
Everyone thought nothing could stand in their way..having fun and playing joke with one another...

However their fun and happiness were disrupted....when thick skies began to gather.
Some wanted to play while some need to leave as fear of the roaring thunder...

Then all of them scattered around.....

I began to wonder will these fairies unite once again??

Or they would just fly off by themselves...

But what matter most I wish that these fairies will have fun again like they used to.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY..SEEYING

2008-07-16T18:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEEYING!!!!!

Wow turned finally you 18 already..can get a car license, watch m18 movies....and Party.....its time for fun

Went to Macdonald after school to celebrate Seeying birthday. We got her a cake and wallet. ANd also help to solve the puzzle..haha

too bad all the photos are not with me though..but the time of fun wont be forgotten...

COSFEST ROCKS.....

2008-07-15T17:59:00.006+08:00

Went to cosfest on 6 July..i know its been a while. Coz on that day my pathetic computer brokedown and now exam coming it automatically regenerated...what the ....... Anywae today I get to pose the pictures..

Im so happy for that day..almost all the character that I listed down were present...especially my VINCENT VALENTINE and LAVY...but too bad picture of lavy is dark...sob sob

However before that I manage to make a pose of myself..hehehe....

Vincent in a pose

Lavy in darkness

The Goth-chiq

Japan Rock and Korean Pop MADNESS

2008-07-15T17:40:00.003+08:00

I must say I LOVE BOTH genre from above..I must also admit I PREFER THEM BOTH THAN THE TYPICAL MALAY SONG.. Malay song just bore me EASILY...

Anyway on 6 July I went to cosfest held at downtown east..that when I met Afra. She have the same interest as me. She love GAZETTE as well as COSPLAYING. Omg its a small world and to met someone like her really makes me feel so happy. We keep on bragging bout how cute Kai is..the handsome and coolest drummer in this world.

ANd then on 13 July I went to go and cut my hair. I went to the saloon and there is this lady with her daughter. The lady is a joker..keep laughing all the wae while listening to her story. Her daughter Raudah, love Korean actor,drama,songs. She even learn Korean online. I keep on laughing cause part of me like Korean band. I mean who doesn't..they are so hot and with the boyish faces..it melt us down.. After cutting her hair, Raudah and I chat a while..and guess she is a big fan of DONG-BANG-SHIN-KI..(DBSK)..

OH MY GOD.........I met another person who also have the same interest as me..in another week..I cant believe it...but too bad i dun have her contact no.

At home I cant keep thinking of tese 2 people I met...I really hope that I would meet someone that love Japan and Korean things..be it in music or drama..as long as it involve these 2 countries.. I'm also glad that last year miss Universe came from JAPAN...

The WHITE ROOM

2008-07-01T20:44:00.003+08:00

Nothing up in my mind. I just try a now look for my blog..It is too bright for me but I like it. Coz I've been in the dark all this while..staying in the bright wont hurt me much...Well if its too bright for u guys...just wear shades hehe...

Its Manga MANiac

2008-06-29T22:55:00.003+08:00

Went to Suntec with Al yesterday..I was hoping that we could see some awesome cosplayer but too bad there are so many STAR WARS fans and cosplayer..well i did took pics with them as I have no other choices...Well i did took some snap with MASKED RIDER RYUKI..haha well still prefer POWER RANGERS though...too bad it in Al camera and i cant paste it here SOB SOB SOB...

CANT WAIT FOR NEXT SATURDAY COSFEST..MORE BETTER AND BIGGER AND DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO MISS IT...

We wanted to watch DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN..but i cant as i need to go off early for my brother CONCERT

.Well must say my BROTHER really make THE WHOLE TAHIR'S CLAN PROUD..since this concert is his last, he get to perform his DROM SOLO..which was CRAZY and AWESOME..he even SPIN his DRUMSTICK like a HELICOPTER fan and beat the DRUM using his RIGHT HAND AT THE SAME TIME..of course THE WHOLE AUDITORIUM WAS SCREAMING OUT LOUD DURING HIS SOLO PERFORMANCE..however wat surprise me was most of the song they played are JAPANESE ORCHESTRAL SONG..guess it is meant for me..hahaha

Gift from LURVE

2008-06-19T20:15:00.007+08:00

Today I receive my belated birthday gifts...so I just update it in 1 go......

Yesterday went to Ubi with my dad to register for the car license..god it cost about $500 +++!!!! And worst is that the car test is on July..so I ask my dad to register me after the car test...coz i have only a month to study for the test and plus my LLA project to do..I wont make it to the test....

Today its my mom's turn to buy me a gift..Well i've been wanting to buy a new boot..so my mom bought it for me at City Plaza. It cost $70. but its very nice.We fell in love with it the moment our eyes caught it...

Finally my cousin gave me 2 cute dumbbell.haha time to have a muscle huh??? Anywae I have been dying to burn my fats...

Of course not forgetting my music box from my gals...love it love it so much....

Jan..I keep wearing the shirt you gave me...it so cute and rocks....

I also bought this cute dress at City Plaza..well that my gift for myself...haha its turn out superb with the boots..

How KAWAII...

LOVE EM ALL

THE CHOMEL (cute) LOOKS

Heavenly purple.....

The FANTASTIC HIDAYAH

Class BBQ rocks

2008-06-19T19:56:00.008+08:00

So the day has come..ooh finally...rent bikes the moment we reach there..lazy to walk and find the pit...we have fun riding it....

Few moment reach there play by the sea..Stella,atul,shuting push me down n get wet..Then Seeying join us but both of us play at the shallow water...

I get to know that Jude bake me a cake..It was delicious and cute..but sorry Jude we don't finish the cake...And get wet again... i was bashed up again only this time by the boys...

Oh yar thanks again GALS...for giving me the cute music box..i LOVE IT SO MUCH and keep playing it.....

Hey i do look like a bikers.....

Lets pose

Biker gal

Lastly...my PURPLE BIKE.....

ITS OUR DAY

2008-06-16T22:53:00.011+08:00

So finally ITS OUR BIRTHDAY....MY DAD AND MY BIRTHDAY....

Well the only EXCITING MOMENT is to TAKE PHOTOS..( lots n lots of photos) and while OPENING the PRESENTS...

OF course NOT FORGETTING my DEAREST FRIENDS....(keep receiving messages early yesterdae night till now)

Thanks to my Primary friend- SHAINAZ...love u and i miss u too
Thanks to my Secondary friends- JANNAH,WANI, HAIKAL...love u guys and miss e crazy times too
Thanks to my ITE FRIENDS-Kaili,Shuting,Stella,Atul,Seeying,Chenying,Eileen.....thanks u so much and all the cute cute messages...

Please me lenient to me for tomorrow...hehe

and last but not least my FAMILIES-Abah, Ibu,Taufiq and Hikmah, Mak ngah,linda...love you so much...

ABAH..have a happy bdae to u too...hope you will always be happy and well....

Oh yar not forgetting....MY dad is going to REGISTER ME FOR MY CAR LICENSE.....LOVE IT, CANT WAIT FOR IT....but if he BUY ME A CAR....I CRY TO DEATH.......

Cant believe WE ACTUALLY SHARE THE SAME BIRTHDAY...and THATS WHY WE
ARE DIFFERENT..AND UNIQUE...

OUR PRESENTS........

Umm wonder what is insides the wrappings...????

YAHOO...I got a NEW BRANDED BELT!!!!!!!!!

WOW I DO LOOK CHOMEL (cute in malay)

Its HEAVENLY
PURPLE.....

3 FUN in a row ( LAst part)

2008-06-15T14:56:00.007+08:00

Finally I RUSHED myself to EAST COAST PARK...wondering WHY MY FAMILY AT ECP and WILL I GET SCOLDED....???

Luckily I get a seat from outram park...so at least I can relax my feet....since then keep playing NARUTO in the train. When i reach BEDOK, i walk as fast as my feet could carry me. At the bus stop I saw a texy and quickly get into it. I told him to get me to ECP..as i talk to my dad on the phone to know where they are..When we reach east coast, i saw my dad and told the driver to stop..

Greet my father and ask him why they didnt told me that yesterdae they were planning to go east coast park? inside my heart was throbbing coz im scared kene scold. Went inside the food court and shock to see all my uncles and aunts and cousins were busy eating. Then mom told me they celebrating FATHER DAYS. SO good everyone FINALLY PRESENT. They also greet me for my birthday...

After eating at east coast park...well except or me..im still full. We went to changi beach. So in a total of 3 cars and a lorry we took our journey to changi beach...well ironically its still a beach...but they want to see the aeroplanes.. Again we made lots of noise in the lorry as its my 1st time taking it....me and my siblings..We imagine ourselves sitting in a sports car....hehe

1 more thing of all my cousins...the shortest among them is me....sob sob sob....and i am the oldest of all yet im the shortest....sob sob sob SOB.......

The table is messy and so do we........

HEY..IM not READY yet......

AAHH finally.....

3 fun in a row (Part 2)

2008-06-15T13:58:00.017+08:00

Ok Sorry atul, Seeying...i try my best to update yesterdae but then im tired.. So today i update Fridays outing plus yesterdays outing in a ROW.

Anywae..yesterday, Seeying,Atul,Shuting and me went to VIVO. Went there just for FUN. Again we spent all of out times taking photos. 1st thing we reach there was to eat at Banquet but Seeying is really in a DIET. SO good she wont eat even we keep pestering her..unlike me..

We went to Daiso see all the cheap stuff and to get a JAPANESE ENVIRONMENT...hehe We play arcade and make lots of noises like nobody bussiness. Well i dun know wat is the game called but i called it THE TABLE HOCKEY..at 1st round, Seeying and me VS Atul and Shuting...my team won. 2nd round, Shuting and me VS Atul and Seeying...again my team won...LAst round..atul and me...n my team won..After that Shuting and I played PARA PARA...we manage to get the top 2 somehow..

Went we feel tired, we went out and play the water...While we walking there's this mascot and its partner walking around..so the 4 of us took photo with it..while we ask the partner to help us take our photo. Then we realize that he wanted to take our photo with the mascot in his phone. After we know maybe he is going to advertise our face..it was TIMEZONE mascot.

Took photos again and again..then Seeying need to go off. So then the next few hours Shuting, Atul and me walk around. We went to every mobile shops - Nokia, Sony Erickson, Motorola and Samsung. But we stayed at Samsung the longest. We played X box 36O. Fortunately there's 3 X BOX game individually.so we each gram our own place... I played the GUITAR HEROES..ended up GUITAR VILLIANT.

As we were walking we saw a poster saying that there's fashion runway at 7..So we stayed to see the show.. To kill time take photos at TOYS R US.... we also pose with PO the PANDA.

We wait for the show and finally these 5 models came out with simple shirt says SAVE THE FUTURE and wat they did was pose for 5 minutes and it ends there..It was the most lamest fashion show i had seen. I thoughts it would be like in Tyra's fashion show...

So feeling disappointed, we ate Burger king for dinner. We took away and ate at the outdoor auditorium. I was enjoying my food and the beautiful scenery..when suddenly my MOM called. She ask me to go to EAST COAST PARK..so i have to eat fast..so then we decided to go back home. But before that the Shuting and I fight Atul in NARUTO.. Atul really is a PRO. We made lots of noise while playing PSP..coz atul keep on winning.it was then Atul gave hint how to do the POWER..so when shuting win her...she fell so happy..then it was my turn to fight atul...well 2nd trial then i win her...

After that I RUSHED MY WAY TO EAST COAST PARK.

LETS POSE PEOPLE.......

STRIKING SNAKE POSE

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Peace panda

scissors,paper, stones........

KAWAIII BABEZ

Moonlight

Hey PREDATOR too look cute.....but the cutest is me...

Finally our very own KAWAII ATUL-CHAN

3 fun in a row (Part 1)

2008-06-15T13:27:00.012+08:00

Yesh finally its HOLIDAY......n time for FUN......

So on Friday, Kaili,Shuting,Seeying ,Atul and me went to Marina square to celebrate our 1st holiday. We went there not to shopping but to KARAOKE...We went to K box...Took lots n lots of picture. Before that we ate donuts for our snack. As our lesson end at 9, we have to wait for the shop to be open so then we ate some snack. We also took pictures to kill time.

When its almost 11 all of us rush to the place. Well it cost $13++ must its worth the price. Becoz we have 3 hours of non-stop karaoke and our lunch. We sang all the school songs - Backstreet boys, Ricky Martin, Justin Timberlake and many more. But to be fair some of e song are English and some of it are Chinese songs. Well since im don't listen to Malay song so we dont choose it. By the way, I also sang JAPANESE SONG - first love sang by Utada Hikaru..well luckily there's ROMAJI..so its easy to sing. Atul and I sang Linkin park - Numb. We rock the studio. I did sang 2 Chinese song. I sang S.H.E - Remember and Janice song but i dun knoe the tittle. Shuting and seeying accompany me. Sorry gals if i offense u coz some of it i just hentam.

3 hours pass by so fast then its time to go back. After felt like become stars..we went to esplanade and snap more pictures. Shuting and I went Suntec to look for my dad's birthday present. While the rest went back home.

Donuts Maniac

If u zoom in u'll see someONE none other then ATUL..its not a ghost...

Posing with the Donuts...umm yummy

Gal who don't know how to eat DONUT..wonder who is she????

Meow HERE ME ROARS..sori iTs MEW.....

SAY CHEEZZZEEEEEEE........

Karaoke Queens

Hey SING not Pose-Ing

3 Ladies

Thanks Kaili for the Photos.......

We totally been FLUNK'ED

2008-06-09T18:40:00.004+08:00

So finally had done our Ac test...thats the good news. Right now we just concentrate on our coming IC test which is on this Thursday.

Bad news are that for my class we are the last ranked...and maybe i may score badly for these test. Firstly i studied the wrong thing for the class test. 2ndly I made countable errors for my practical test. So that leave me in bad condition..however these dont make me upset...

What make me upset was that my teacher told us that she was disappointed with my class furthermore when she is our form teacher. By right we should score well then them.Hearing this made me feel sad.

Just now after class we go to cafe 1 then started to revise for the IC test..Well my friends and I are know thinking to do our best for IC and perhaps make her proud..

I cant believe that class C scores well than us. In fact they and other students in the back made LOTS OF NOISES during lecture..I guess i totally underestimated them..

Cramping my head with all the formulae..time to get serious...

Yeah..when STRESSED OUT its better to eat FRUITS.......

5 stella light

2008-06-06T21:54:00.020+08:00

Why I name by blog TITTLE today 5 STELLA LIGHT

1st: It's STELLA birthday.Happy birthday GAL. 18 already so good. All the best to you...

2nd: ConSTELLAtion star is a group of star that gives a pattern.. Stella really make our group happy and cheerful and most of all UNITED.

3nd: 5 Stella light is also the tittle album of my favorite korean singer..who else other then KIM John HOON.
Finally: put together I love them both.......

So todae we went to the pizza hut. EAt there and make lots of noises like we owned it. We order hawaiian pizza and curry chicken crust. Before that we actually stuck outside the CBC as we were cracking our brain where to eat. Finally everyone decided Pizza hut. Even while waiting we had to choose to eat e student meal or the normal meal.

Finally we decided Hawaiian pan and Curry chicken crust.

After eating Shuting and Atul excuse themselve as they want to got to the'TOILET'. Actually they went to but swensen cake which is above pizza hut. Stella was agitating as she thought that we gonna do some prank on her.

They came back and after a while we ask e ppl to serve the cake. And of course its THE GREATEST SURPRISE SHE EVER GET..haha she also cry of joyness..We all are happy coz we really made he happy..we make lots of noise..

Until Atul pat some cream on Stella hand..and then food fight begins..haha not that much...LUCKY for me sitting in 1 corner where they cant reach..hehe..everyone look at us but we dun mind..its a HAPPY BIRTHDAY..what more can u get....is all rowdy and happy.

Poor Stella hair..all white coz of the cream..hehe...

After all e fun..we have to go home...but i cant and will not forget the fun that we have....

Wow after I reach home..I slept all the wae until 8...now i cant sleep....

PS:I hope they will be LENIENT TO ME for my b dae.......

Waliking in AGONY

2008-05-30T10:20:00.005+08:00

Yesterday evening at 6 ++ my left leg start to hurt. What worst is that I cant even let the left leg touch the floor. I didnt want to tell my parents at first. As this few days theres some communication breakdown. Well so with my broken pride, I told my aunt. She wanted to bring to the doctor but I refused at first. Then at 8 p.m I really cant stand it. I ask my sis to call my parents. Still do not have the guts to talk to them. And just like I predicted, they scold me. Well it made me mad coz IM IN PAIN YET they still SCOLD ME.

SEE HOW SWOLLEN IT IS???

So they brought me to the nearest 24 clinic. As i cant walk, I have to use my late's grandmother wheelchair. Luckily it is at night. Only a few look at me.The doctor in the clinic ask me to go to the hospital for x ray as they dont have the equipment in the clinic. So he wrote letter to Changi hospital. At first he told me that I may have a fractured bones. At that part I know that im BUSTED.

We took taxi to Changi hospital it was 9 30 then when we reach there. I use the wheelchair they provided and went to the Emergency care. When my dad push me in, all i saw was old people using the wheelchair. This made me more embarrassed. My mom register me at the registered corner but withing a few minutes the doctor came and call my name. He just took my blood pressure. Damn i HATE that machine..it squeeze ur hand to the maximum. Then he took me to the other doctor. Where this doctor took my x ray. Then he said that im fine no fracture bones just A VERY VERY BAD SPRAIN ANKLE. I was relieve. By the wae at the x ray room i thought I have to got to scary machine. Like 1 in the chemotherapy. Then it was just a small tv screened and it slide it self above u. for my case it just slide at my leg. Wow very lucky me.. He ask a nurse to bandage my leg. The bandaging part hurt the most. Coz she really tighten up my bandage.

After that he gave me pain killer and some muscle pills. And after I ate my medicine go to sleep. Well sleep peacefully coz the medicine are drowsy pills. today I woke up and there a bit improvement then yesterday.

I have to thanks my parents and aunt. They help through out my way to the clinic and hospital.Especially my aunt, she search through the store just to look for the wheelchair. Umm but i wont say sorry to them..U see, im EGO MANIAC...HEHE

Studying VIA Playing

2008-05-29T16:19:00.005+08:00

Today lesson was the most exciting of all. We came to class with our zombie looks - thought that we must make another chemical experiment. We all went in and wore our LAB COAT. Then our teacher came in and she told me that we will be playing a MONOPOLY LIKE GAME. However it is based on THE PERIODIC TABLE. The moment we hear that we making lots of noises. I was like 'YAEY NO LESSON JUST PLAY GAMES. We took out our lab coat and start collecting the games. We all play happily on the floor as it is the most 'comfortable place' that we could find. Too bad i did but many element as I can, but got not enough money...We played for the whole 2 hours lesson - 1 hour before that we surrender. Playing it for too lang made us bored. Anywae we keep on paying our money to each other. Becoz we step into each other properties. Anywae at least we dun have any brain cracking experiment..

And tomorrow onwards I am going to do my revision for the coming class test. No more going out.

Oh yar by the way just now after school I fell down..Wa lao so pain sia..its BURNING!!!! Well tomorrow it may be worst..and SWOLLEN..What a dae...

Test is coming and Im slacking

2008-05-20T20:39:00.004+08:00

Oh my..i must say for this whole week i am going to complain and brag bout many things. Aniwae we already got our schedule for our test. Its just next week. Not already round the corner its AT THE SIDE. Im still here busy surfing the net and dont want to revise. Im going to die sooner or later when i got my result.

I got the feeling than this year is a slacking year for me. I keep on going out and fooling around. I dont even bother to look at my notes. Even during lecture i feel sleepy and then i start not to pay attention..( i guess) Im totally different from last year. At least i know most of my sec friend find me 'too much hardworking' for last year but this year im 'too much slacking off'

1 more thing, all e lesson that teacher taught me just disappear in mid air. Usually after lesson i will just recall e topic that my teacher had taught. (Eg when walking back to classroom or while waiting for the next lesson). Now once i went out from e door..I cant recall anything. Everything is BLANK.

Got to wake up before its too late. I guess must wake up from tomorrow onwards. I must wake my old self back..The nerdy and studious me. SO guess NO MORE SURFING THE NET UNTIL SCHOOL HOLIDAE.

MAybe i wont be updating my blog/friendster or even chatting with my frenz.

So if u see me not updating friendster/blog or chatting u will know what im doing....

Its TEARING MY EAR DRUM

2008-05-18T13:45:00.002+08:00

Ok i must say this month or day by day....I started to be a bit pissed by my aunt's nagging. Well she keep saying bout religious stuff.I know she is a religious teacher but HELLO i still need my social life here. Even my mom do not lecture me like her. Ok i admit i cant recite the Quran like everyone does in school. But i am trying to recite it as fast as i can. And GOD i have to sit there 2 hours listening to all e stuff. Im tired with all these lecture.. U can say ONCE and I can understand it. Dont have to repeat it again. Well I am not a saint..so right now i am happy with what im doing and it is not a major sin. She like to compare me and my cousin. Well i know that my cousin recite it fast and correctly..With this stupid comparing stuff I begin to hate the lesson even more (and have a hostile feeling towards my cousin)

Cant believe got a lecture for not reciting the Quran that well.

And secondly she keep calling my mom that i came back home late..Ok for this part I know its my fault for coming back home late..i know its me that i have to be blame..but its natural instinct that when u have ur fun, u tent to forgot the time that u are suppose to come back home. Even CINDERELLA forgot the time when she is dancing with the prince..

Trash coming out from my brain

2008-05-16T17:06:00.002+08:00

I am tired right now..but i still wanted to update my blog as i dun want it to be empty and outdated. So here i go and brag bout school nothing much to talk about. Oh yar now i remember just now my LLA teacher show my class the animal abuse video.

When we watch it, we all were stun by how HUMAN could be so CRUEL to such INNOCENT ANIMALS. I am ANGRY WITH THESE PEOPLE. How i wish they could SUFFER THE SAME FATE AS WHAT THEY DONE TO THESE POOR ANIMALS. Even ANIMALS HAVE THE RIGHT TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD. Who do they think THEY are. If they could suffer like what they done, I AM THE MOST HAPPIEST HUMAN IN THIS WORLD. Right now I even thought of HAVING THE DEATH NOTE and simply ERASE THEM FROM THIS WORLD. We don't need such CRUEL HUMAN IN THIS WORLD. They are worthless bunch of$%^%#%%^. I will also HATE THOSE PEOPLE that love to watch these ANIMAL ABUSE VIDEO. CAN'T THEY HAVE ANY THING BETTER TO DO. I think THEY ARE WORST THAN HITLER. ARG the more i think of the video the MORE HATRED AND RAGE COMING OUT RIGHT NOW.

FINE I KNOW WE NEED TO SURVIVE..BUT WE MUST ALSO BEAR IN MIND THAT ANIMAL TOO ARE LIKE US... AND DON'T FORGET THE TREES... THATS WHAT THEY CALL LIVING THINGS. THEY ARE ALIVE AND HAVE FEELINGS.

END OF DISCUSSION

FIGHTING LECTURE, SPENDING $$$$ AND FATS in 1 GO...

2008-05-05T19:24:00.005+08:00

Arh i am damn pissed off today...in fact all my class is pissed off. U noe why..our Analytic chem teacher really is so damn slow when explaining things..and then during lecture the other students from every corner of e room is talking...so it got worst..we can hear what the teacher said and understand what she is talking about...When things got worst...I started not to pay attention. WTH i rather study at home..So i guess i am going to study every saturday with my friends..and just now my teacher announce that there will be a phase test next week..

SO UN COoL. I guess thats all for today.. i am damn tired with all e lecture stuff..and got 1 lecture from my dad for coming home late and spending my $$$$$. Now i am on SUGAR,RICE DIET.. This day onwards..CARBOHYDRATE,FATS, CALORIES and SWEETS will be my WORST ENEMIES..HATE THEM!!! HATE THEM..!!! BTW i just made a progress today of not eating RICE AND SWEET IN SCHOOL. WAY TO GO MEEE and plus my swimming lesson..i am going to BURN MY *$%^$ FATS.. I also must SAVE MY $$$$$$..HEHE

Weekend GETAWAY is PRICELESS

2008-04-28T17:46:00.010+08:00

I am so drain out from my juice these whole week. Well never thought that school in ite would be this tough. My lecturer is so slow and we cant understand wat she talk about. I am now cramping my brain to figure out my life skill project. WOW seriously i thought that ITE only focus on studies and then its all bout going classes or skipping classes. The damn life skill make me in fact my whole frens headache. Plus my ANALYTIC CHEMISTRY. Damn we dun understand wat my lecturer 'blabbing about'

So in order to chill out Shuting and me went to the national lib on sat. WOW it was damn crowded and we are famish. So we go eat at Seoul garden. AND the price is so heart pain..$26++ for per person. Since its on weekend we dun have student discount.SOB SOB. Then we went for a quick shopping before we study. We start to study at 6..and end few minutes before the lib close. I also shop for my swimming material so i count that i spent $50 BUCKS on SATURDAY ALONE. Came back home at 11.30 luckily my parents went to JOHORE and they forgot to ask me wat time i came home.

The next day..Stella,Shuting and I went to orchard to watch movie name The Hottie and The Nottie..Is a great show..After watching it we went for another shopping. Then Stella bought us to this JAPANESE SHOP. I am so STUN by their KAWAII stuff. I saw this KAWAII pencil box and BOUGHT IT WITHOUT SECOND THOUGHTS. It worth 20 BUCKS. We also buy this cute t- shirt that cost us 10 BUCKS each. But i think its a worth it. I enjoyed my self so much..and i reached home at 10 45...my parents said nothing and I WAS SO RELIEF. GOING BACK HOME and SPENDING MONEY for 2 straight night.

Today my mom gave me $12 buck for the whole week. DAMN DAMN DAMN I must really SAVE IT..for this whole week.... Arg I am really dugging my own grave....I almost forgot we saw these cute sports car while we we walking pass Mandarin hotel...they are to DIE FOR.

I manage to get a snap on Singapore Largest ICE CREAM haha it was actually a coin bank...

I also forgot before we go back home, we bought some chocolate...and they are damn delicious..Shuting bought the whiskey choc( its in golden color) but somehow i feel a bit giddy after i ate my orange choc flavor which only contain oranges.....umm weird

These are the stuff that I bought yesterday....

KAWAII PENCIL CASE - $20
CHOLATEY CHOCOLATE- $5
T- SHIRT-$ 10
Movies -$10
Lunch_$6

and from SATURDAY

Seoul garden -$26++
Swimming material-$ 24
Cute Chocolate Pencil Case -$2

Total for 2 days
$$$$103
Now im a dead MEAT

MY NEW INOCHI (LIFE)

2008-04-23T21:15:00.007+08:00

Another 2 days more will make it 2 weeks for me in ITE. Everyday is filled with laughter and jokes. We are really noisy little 'young adults'. Its FUN and i cant complain much bout the journey. Tampines and Simei are not that far distant either. However the time for the BUS TO ARRIVE is freaking damn long. BY the time it came it was FULLY PACKED really damn packed then the SARDINES. So we have to wait for ANOTHER BUS. ARGH we all feel like DRIVING THE BUS OURSELVES.

And almost 2 weeks in class and now the malay boys know my name and my race. HAHAHA i cant help with my "chinese look'' but its cool.... Oh ya other than that, the FOOD IN E CAFE ARE SUPERB. They even sell my fave cuisine that is JAPANESE FOOD. Yeah i can no longer worry bout finding Japanese food.

Nothing much to say but I kinda eat too much for this week. I forgot that I have swimming lesson for PE so maybe it could help me lose some weight. But on second thoughts I will be tan and I don't know how to swim......damn I dun even have my poncho for tomorrow lesson. Shower in the lab. Swimming remind me of shower for tomorrow lesson. HEHEHE

We were in the LADIES ROOM AT TERMINAL 3 on last friday. As we are really curious bout the toilet we took a SNEAK PEEK. hehe...

By the way those my SEC friends that have not seen my new image please don't get shock.. I kinda make a NEW IMAGE AGAIN...

Version 23

School life is FUN

2008-04-17T16:43:00.002+08:00

WOW WOW I cant believe it...3 days has gone. Today was the 4th day in school. Everyone was so UNITED. I hope that we will stay like this until we graduate. Yesterday the whole bunch of the girls eat on the same table..they are so cheerful and it make me more happy. The cheerfulness made me motivated to go to school. When we in the lecture room I was more eager to learn the new things.

Somehow i kinda forgot my chemistry .. I have to read my chemistry notes and textbook back to refresh my memory. Anyway I took back my word of having no friends or difficulty in fitting in. All i know now was to be myself.

Now the scary part. tomorrow was my telematch. I am 1 of the participants. What am I going to do?? I don't want to lose and I also don't want to bring my class down. Well i know they be cheering for us..but i guess that was what competition meant to me. That is to win. I have enough already of the nervousness for this week and now the telematch..

MAybe I also must not forget to enjoy myself huh?? So many things happen to me in 1 week..Luckily tomorrow was FRIDAY. The day after tomorrow I can rest.

FIRST DAY OF NEW LIFE

2008-04-14T17:53:00.005+08:00

So just now I went out with a throbbing heartbeat. In the bus I have to move into e rear and then it was filled with maroons polo shirts. I could hear my mind talking this is MY new members. So when i reached haikal house I have to squeeze my way out. And HAikal took a long time to come down. I was happy when e lift reached the 11th floor but when it came down an old man walk out from e lift. I just wait patiently n then he come. Then we wait for Faisal. Everything turn out so well on the journey.

The first 2 hours in the hall was utter silence. Only our senior r busy motivating us to make new frens. It felt so like in secondary 1. The next 2 hours then we manage to talk to each other and joke around. I was so relive to see that there are many Chinese girls in my class. Im not being bias but I find myself easy to make friend with the Chinese than my own kind. Well I do have Malay frens JAnnah, Haikal ,Wani and many more. But finding new Malay fren sometimes aren't easy as what it seems. There are only 5 Malay girls excluding me in my class. I made a friend with 1 of them and she is friendly and talkative.

Our class room is just like our CCSS science lab. So it gives me CCSS spirit and make me more comfortable. (Anywae its an aircon class). When its time to go home we get to ask each other phone no and plan to meet at e customer service the next dae. I guess its not so bad..however the staring still is a common thing. Well shouganai (can't be help) that wat freshman is. Ok now i have to get ready for another brand new day.

PS :I hope I can handle my apparatus and I dun break any test tubes like my science practical.

Immune System VS Nervous Breakdown.

2008-04-06T15:38:00.004+08:00

On Friday 4 April, my parents treat us to KFC. Well guess its their payday so day decided to treat us something. Since everybody loves chicken they went to KFC. Well MAJORITY WIN THAT WHAT THEY SAID.Huh POOR POOR LITTLE CHICKEN. You shuld hide in the jungle and never get caught. yeah and avoid any sickness please... So we went to the KFC that located at the tampines council or they said round market (i tink so).

Anywae goodness me it was damn deserted. The only table that made lot of noises were ours. There are only 3 tables that are occupied of all the big court. As usual i just order mashed potato and cheese fries. We talk and share our life. Its like a catching up dinner. As for me there's nothing interesting for me to talk except for my preparation on ite.

After eating of of JUNK, i realize that i had sore throat in the morning. Today was the worst my coughing was non-stop and i'm getting feverish. The side effects of junk food huh?? Anywae and todae too i realize that i got a week till school start. No wae School is coming and Im getting sick....

So with my fever and nervousness i think my body will breakdown in a seconds.(cough cough) Damn my throat is itching again. Feel like ripping my throat.

Ok lets continue SCHOOL. I definitely going to be a super lame looking girl.

Hold on I can do it. Its just a school filled with humans.

Yeah still those humans will look at you like you are some kind of FREAK.

Well that what Freshman undergoes..The seniors will stare at u. Its common and its not a crime.

It is a CRIME when they look at u no thats not the right word STARE and then GOSSIP BOUT YOU.

THAT WHAT HUMAN DOES. I HAVE TO BEAR WITH IT. BEAR WITH IT.

Arg thats what I am going through at least before school start. The back of my mind wont keep quite. Ok gal.. THINK POSITIVE POSITIVE TO THE MAXIMUM..Nothing Nothing bad will happen. BE confident of myself and MOST IMPORTANT BE ME..Anywae Its not the END OF THE WORLD.

I am hidayah and nothing beat me....GO ME.....

PS: im tryin to give myself some self confident....which in the end i tink make me more nervous....

Preparation for PRE-HIGHER NITEC

2008-03-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

Minutes turn to hours. Hours turn to day. Day turn to week. Week turn to months. Finally the month for me to start studying. Over and over again I reminded myself not to give in to any challenges that awaits me. I will endure all these hardship and gain my victory. I just can't wait to see myself at the top of the mountain. Or should i say at the highest storey of a building.

A few days ago I went to shopping hopefully to get all my stuff ready. Unfortunately everyone was so busy. That leave this eager girl to go shopping alone. It was a last minute plan for me. I list down all the places that I wanted to go and not being BOTHERED. In the end I came upon Causeway point. It's the only place that was probably not crowded with teens like me. I asked my friend the bus that went to Woodlands. The very next day this eager girl became a much more independent and advantageous young adults.

When I arrived,immediately I look for my shoes. I went to all the shops but there are none that spurge my interest. I REALLY WANTED A PURPLE BLACK SHOE. Too bad it was out of stock.
This leave the heart broken girl to look for her school bag. Again her heart was knock into pieces. All the bags are SPORTY BAG PACK eg: BILLABONG. I just want a LEATHER BAG. IS THAT TOO MUCH TOO ASK FOR.

The helpless girl haunt the whole area when suddenly a light came to her. And there standing on the shelf lay her dream bag. However when I came nearer the color of the bag turn to GIRLY PINK. It was so PINK. Its DEFINITELY NOT MY DREAM BAG. Too bad if only the color was either BLACK OR PURPLE I will pay for it without second thoughts. I decided to go back home empty handed.

In the bus, I cant clear my mind of bringing something back home. So then I pass by tampines mall for a look out. Lucky for me there is a sale at ISETAN. So I went there and was very glad that I finally found something to bring back home. It was a shoe though the color is not purple I think its still very nice. This lonely girl manage to went back home with a grin on her face.

Now all I need for my next mission is to HUNT FOR THE PERFECT BAG.