Ok i guess it's time that I update my blog. I have been busy all this while. Went out almost everyday watching movies and go shopping. Then came back home late and woke up late e very next day. Now that it RAINY DAYS it ruin my freedom. I have to stay home. Next not to mention for the escape of SINGAPORE MOST WANTED MAN made me afraid to RIDE THE TRAIN. I know im being silly but just PROTECTING MYSELF from oncoming threat. Being over protective now.

By the way I got my result. Its great that they gave me the course that I am interested. So it is at Higher nitec in Simei. Of course the course is none other then Chemical technology. Okay for me I guess I still cant live with out Science. I don't have to design things that I do not wish to design. hehehe.
Somehow I am still afraid whenever I imagine myself in the big institute.
I questioned myself - Will they (students) stare at me like i'm a freak?
Will I get to make new friends?
Are there any DECENT friends ?
Will I manage to 'fit in' and cope with e course?
Can I still fulfill my parents wishes of going to poly?

These are the COMMON question that ALWAYS pop out in my mind. oh another thing after Higher nitec my parents still want me to CONTINUE STUDY. For how long?- I don't know maybe until my brains could carry me. Or course with my (NOT TO BE RUDE) STUCK UP ARROGANT relatives they surely wanted to go on further than me. So AGAIN I HAVE TO BE IN COMPATIBLE WITH THEM. OH for the cries of the MOTHER- WHY CANT THEY LEAVE ME ALONE. Its my auntS that make me HATE MY COUSINS. Sometimes I even wish that why must they be BLOODY RELATED TO MY DAD. ITS BLOODY PISSING ME OFF.

Aniwae i must thank my FRIENDS for supporting me. NOW THIS I CALL ARE TRUE RELATIVES. We know each other strength and weaknesses. And we encourage one another NOT CONDEMN each other.

IF thats the life that I have to make - PROVING MY RELATIVES WRONG, THAN IT MUST BE MY DESTINY.

PS: if u have this kind of relative dun afraid to let me know. I could be ur help