I am so drain out from my juice these whole week. Well never thought that school in ite would be this tough. My lecturer is so slow and we cant understand wat she talk about. I am now cramping my brain to figure out my life skill project. WOW seriously i thought that ITE only focus on studies and then its all bout going classes or skipping classes. The damn life skill make me in fact my whole frens headache. Plus my ANALYTIC CHEMISTRY. Damn we dun understand wat my lecturer 'blabbing about'

So in order to chill out Shuting and me went to the national lib on sat. WOW it was damn crowded and we are famish. So we go eat at Seoul garden. AND the price is so heart pain..$26++ for per person. Since its on weekend we dun have student discount.SOB SOB. Then we went for a quick shopping before we study. We start to study at 6..and end few minutes before the lib close. I also shop for my swimming material so i count that i spent $50 BUCKS on SATURDAY ALONE. Came back home at 11.30 luckily my parents went to JOHORE and they forgot to ask me wat time i came home.

The next day..Stella,Shuting and I went to orchard to watch movie name The Hottie and The Nottie..Is a great show..After watching it we went for another shopping. Then Stella bought us to this JAPANESE SHOP. I am so STUN by their KAWAII stuff. I saw this KAWAII pencil box and BOUGHT IT WITHOUT SECOND THOUGHTS. It worth 20 BUCKS. We also buy this cute t- shirt that cost us 10 BUCKS each. But i think its a worth it. I enjoyed my self so much..and i reached home at 10 45...my parents said nothing and I WAS SO RELIEF. GOING BACK HOME and SPENDING MONEY for 2 straight night.

Today my mom gave me $12 buck for the whole week. DAMN DAMN DAMN I must really SAVE IT..for this whole week.... Arg I am really dugging my own grave....I almost forgot we saw these cute sports car while we we walking pass Mandarin hotel...they are to DIE FOR.













I manage to get a snap on Singapore Largest ICE CREAM haha it was actually a coin bank...




I also forgot before we go back home, we bought some chocolate...and they are damn delicious..Shuting bought the whiskey choc( its in golden color) but somehow i feel a bit giddy after i ate my orange choc flavor which only contain oranges.....umm weird


These are the stuff that I bought yesterday....

KAWAII PENCIL CASE - $20
CHOLATEY CHOCOLATE- $5
T- SHIRT-$ 10
Movies -$10
Lunch_$6

and from SATURDAY

Seoul garden -$26++
Swimming material-$ 24
Cute Chocolate Pencil Case -$2

Total for 2 days
$$$$103
Now im a dead MEAT

Another 2 days more will make it 2 weeks for me in ITE. Everyday is filled with laughter and jokes. We are really noisy little 'young adults'. Its FUN and i cant complain much bout the journey. Tampines and Simei are not that far distant either. However the time for the BUS TO ARRIVE is freaking damn long. BY the time it came it was FULLY PACKED really damn packed then the SARDINES. So we have to wait for ANOTHER BUS. ARGH we all feel like DRIVING THE BUS OURSELVES.

And almost 2 weeks in class and now the malay boys know my name and my race. HAHAHA i cant help with my "chinese look'' but its cool.... Oh ya other than that, the FOOD IN E CAFE ARE SUPERB. They even sell my fave cuisine that is JAPANESE FOOD. Yeah i can no longer worry bout finding Japanese food.

Nothing much to say but I kinda eat too much for this week. I forgot that I have swimming lesson for PE so maybe it could help me lose some weight. But on second thoughts I will be tan and I don't know how to swim......damn I dun even have my poncho for tomorrow lesson. Shower in the lab. Swimming remind me of shower for tomorrow lesson. HEHEHE


We were in the LADIES ROOM AT TERMINAL 3 on last friday. As we are really curious bout the toilet we took a SNEAK PEEK. hehe...


By the way those my SEC friends that have not seen my new image please don't get shock.. I kinda make a NEW IMAGE AGAIN...

Version 23

WOW WOW I cant believe it...3 days has gone. Today was the 4th day in school. Everyone was so UNITED. I hope that we will stay like this until we graduate. Yesterday the whole bunch of the girls eat on the same table..they are so cheerful and it make me more happy. The cheerfulness made me motivated to go to school. When we in the lecture room I was more eager to learn the new things.

Somehow i kinda forgot my chemistry .. I have to read my chemistry notes and textbook back to refresh my memory. Anyway I took back my word of having no friends or difficulty in fitting in. All i know now was to be myself.

Now the scary part. tomorrow was my telematch. I am 1 of the participants. What am I going to do?? I don't want to lose and I also don't want to bring my class down. Well i know they be cheering for us..but i guess that was what competition meant to me. That is to win. I have enough already of the nervousness for this week and now the telematch..

MAybe I also must not forget to enjoy myself huh?? So many things happen to me in 1 week..Luckily tomorrow was FRIDAY. The day after tomorrow I can rest.

So just now I went out with a throbbing heartbeat. In the bus I have to move into e rear and then it was filled with maroons polo shirts. I could hear my mind talking this is MY new members. So when i reached haikal house I have to squeeze my way out. And HAikal took a long time to come down. I was happy when e lift reached the 11th floor but when it came down an old man walk out from e lift. I just wait patiently n then he come. Then we wait for Faisal. Everything turn out so well on the journey.

The first 2 hours in the hall was utter silence. Only our senior r busy motivating us to make new frens. It felt so like in secondary 1. The next 2 hours then we manage to talk to each other and joke around. I was so relive to see that there are many Chinese girls in my class. Im not being bias but I find myself easy to make friend with the Chinese than my own kind. Well I do have Malay frens JAnnah, Haikal ,Wani and many more. But finding new Malay fren sometimes aren't easy as what it seems. There are only 5 Malay girls excluding me in my class. I made a friend with 1 of them and she is friendly and talkative.

Our class room is just like our CCSS science lab. So it gives me CCSS spirit and make me more comfortable. (Anywae its an aircon class). When its time to go home we get to ask each other phone no and plan to meet at e customer service the next dae. I guess its not so bad..however the staring still is a common thing. Well shouganai (can't be help) that wat freshman is. Ok now i have to get ready for another brand new day.

PS :I hope I can handle my apparatus and I dun break any test tubes like my science practical.

On Friday 4 April, my parents treat us to KFC. Well guess its their payday so day decided to treat us something. Since everybody loves chicken they went to KFC. Well MAJORITY WIN THAT WHAT THEY SAID.Huh POOR POOR LITTLE CHICKEN. You shuld hide in the jungle and never get caught. yeah and avoid any sickness please... So we went to the KFC that located at the tampines council or they said round market (i tink so).

Anywae goodness me it was damn deserted. The only table that made lot of noises were ours. There are only 3 tables that are occupied of all the big court. As usual i just order mashed potato and cheese fries. We talk and share our life. Its like a catching up dinner. As for me there's nothing interesting for me to talk except for my preparation on ite.

After eating of of JUNK, i realize that i had sore throat in the morning. Today was the worst my coughing was non-stop and i'm getting feverish. The side effects of junk food huh?? Anywae and todae too i realize that i got a week till school start. No wae School is coming and Im getting sick....

So with my fever and nervousness i think my body will breakdown in a seconds.(cough cough) Damn my throat is itching again. Feel like ripping my throat.

Ok lets continue SCHOOL. I definitely going to be a super lame looking girl.

Hold on I can do it. Its just a school filled with humans.

Yeah still those humans will look at you like you are some kind of FREAK.

Well that what Freshman undergoes..The seniors will stare at u. Its common and its not a crime.

It is a CRIME when they look at u no thats not the right word STARE and then GOSSIP BOUT YOU.

THAT WHAT HUMAN DOES. I HAVE TO BEAR WITH IT. BEAR WITH IT.

Arg thats what I am going through at least before school start. The back of my mind wont keep quite. Ok gal.. THINK POSITIVE POSITIVE TO THE MAXIMUM..Nothing Nothing bad will happen. BE confident of myself and MOST IMPORTANT BE ME..Anywae Its not the END OF THE WORLD.

I am hidayah and nothing beat me....GO ME.....

PS: im tryin to give myself some self confident....which in the end i tink make me more nervous....