I feel so hopeless today...goodness I just wish I can turn back time..
I sucked in Netball...i thot that Im already prepared for it.
Coz last 2 fridae I asked Atul to play monkey with me so that I can catch the ball..

However today I could even catch the ball. When I caught it, I lost my grip and the ball fell to the ground. I felt so hopeless and im so angry at myself. Im so damn angry coz i flet that I let my team down. Even though its just a game but I can feel that my teamates are trying their best to win the game. However I made them down..

I dont know then suddenly my tears came out of nowhere and began to sob...(luckily SNW is about to end) Worst thing I cant control it....AAAAAhhhhhhh im such a freakin crybaby.....

I dont know wat to do..i just cant catch the stupid ball or that my hands are so stupid to catch it...

Now i feel so hopeless again.. but thanks to my friends they all calm me down and now im back again..hehehee thanks you all...made my life so happy.....Thank you all of you.....

Goodness its been too long..Finally i got the time to post..aniwae its been 1 month and half since im in year 2..time fly so fast..

Last year Im so scared to come to school and now Im so glad that i came to this class..met lot of friends on the way...have my sweet experiences as well as bitter.but hey thats life...there's always the dark side..

Aniwae my new year revolution had yet to be complish...I still haven open yet my notes for revision..and this year grade are so crucial for the next level...arh but stupid feeling of PROCASTINATE...hate it...to the core..

Im addicted to Rainbow 6 EScape to Vegas and again keep dying at the last stage just like my studies.

GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO PULL THRU BUT THE TIDAL WAVE DROWN ME

But i duN not need to think bout my IC AND PASSPORT coz its done only for my EZLINK ah that can wait for next week...

My next revolution- TO KEEP ALL MY BELONGINGS IN MY ROOM
TO ADD SOME DETECTOR TO DETECT MY PERSONAL BELONGINGS
TO KEEP ALL THE GOOD LUCK CHARMS
USE INEXPENSIVE STUFF

SO THAT I WONT LOST ALL MY BELONGING ESPECIALLY THE EXPENSIVE ONES AND ALSO ALL THE GHOST OR WATSOEVER ^-^