OMG TOMORROW IS RESULT
OMG TOMORROW IS RESULT
OMG TOMORROW IS RESULT

IM SCARED,NERVOUS,WORRIED ALOT OF NEGATIVE FEELINGS...........

Anywae just now just went out with my childhood fren, Clara.
Wow after enrol to a sport school..her bowling techtics are superb..almost every game is a strike...lol as for me only 'LONGKANG'.

But thanks after a few lesson from her at least I score a bit..well not a stike but at least score..haha lol

Well at least it made my day not remorseful or worrying..only now lar..but heck,...im going to have a movie marathon tonite to keep me happy...and tomorrow going out with my secondary frens...maybe at nite then check my result....

PRAY HARD PRAY HARD..

But if I cant make it..I will find a job and then proceed...who knows wat e future brings....

Im tired of seating at home...
however just watched MOON CHILD...its the coolest COMBINATION movie ever...
When u have GACKT PLUS HYDE EQUALS MADNESS AND NOSEBLEEDING..its so cooolllll.

Cant wait for thursdae..as long as I go to poly im happy enough..if I fail i work and then save enough to go for a private school...

haish...waiting for e days to pass by is so boring....

Woah look like wat my wish come true..I GOT A FEVER today..so I CANT GO FOR TOMORROW OUTING...is that good news???

BUT i have BAD NEWS TOO..of all weeks for my family gathering it must me on the WHOLE WEEK that IM SUPPOSE TO GO UT WIF MY FRENS...and if I DUN GO...my sister will nag at me coz ive been complaining bout her not presence when our relative come to our house....shity shit now its my turn...

My parents have made plans with them to go out with them..and if Im not there...........
MY SIS WILL BE EXTREMELY MAD AT ME...
My PARENTS WILL SCOLD AND SAID THAT I TRY TO LECTURE MY SIS WHEN I MYSELF DID THE SAME THING...WALAO that will MAKE MY WATER FACE DROP.

I also CANT GO SWIMMING...wat a shit.......
DAMN DAMN DAMN........

TO ALL MY FRIENDS..IM AM TRULY TRULY SO SSSOOORRRYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!
All my plans with u guys are destroyed. And last week of holidae some more want to at least enjoy wif my frenZ..NOW STUCK ALREADY...CANNOT GO FORWARD OR BACKWARD!!!!

ONCE AGAIN SO SOORRRRRRYYYYYYY
Minta MAAF
抱歉
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Gomenasai

Today my relatives r coming to my house. So I didnt go out. But my lame sister had to go out with her stupid friends. Today was supposed to be a family day but NO SHE RATHER BE WITH HER STUPID FRIENDS then our RELATIVES.

I told her to come back early so that wecan have a chat with our cuzzies..but she came home late.

1st thing- All of my cousins ask bout her
2nd- All of them are waiting for her for 2 hours
3rd- I tried calling her lots of time but HER STUPID fucking handphone is unreachable

I am so fed up with her. So wat if ur fren will talk behind ur back bout u not joining them or wat so over. Like hello u can meet them in school. This is our relative and they stayed very far and its a 1 in a year gathering. Ur stupid behaviour of letting ur fren first then e relative suck.

I dunt want to go to the aquaculture gathering. I made a promise to my friend that on Mon I will go out with her. Then I got news that this Mon we got the aqua gathering n be having at Sentosa. After much discussion, they going to be a potluck and everyone supposed to bring 20 bux...wth 10 bux is enough already...and want more money...

My money I can spend more on my shopping spree. I really dunt feel like going. That's it IM GOING TO TELL THEM I HAVE A FEVER....no attandance so be it..AND BEING THE ONLY MALAY GAL...please I got better things to do...

First thing first I am so angry at my stupid 2nd aunt. Ok last 2 years she n my mom end up quarelled BIG TIME...and now she want to quarelle again..wat the fucked up attitude she had.

Come to my house and said that my maid doesnt know how to serve the drinks. Like of coz my maid is only here for like 3 weeks i guessed. Hey we are teaching her only that your FUCKED UP ATTITUDE that doest teach anyone..I knoe u have like 2 maids in ur house(malaysia)..oh I forgot BITHC AUNT....1 of ur maid cant even work wif u for a few months..and that she ran away...SO WHOS THE ONE THAT DOESNT KNOW HOW TO TEACH THE MAID..SUCKER????

HARI RAYE come to people house than instead of asking for forgiveness U R GIVING THIS SHITSSS...go fuck urself..of yar at least I came out from my room and greeted you..HOW BOUT UR FUCKING CHILDREN....THEY DUN EVEN COME TO PEOPLE HOUSE...all THEY DOES IS TO GO SHOPPING IN SINGAPORE...FUCKIN FAMILY U OUGHT TO GO BACK....UR EXISTENCE ONLY BROUGHT more JINX TO US..

So wat u r STAYING AT A BANGALOW HOUSE IN MALAYSIA..hey come on IF I WERE TO GO TO INDONESIA....GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH HOUSES AND CARS I OWNED...I EVEN OWNS THE WHOLE LAND..SO SHUT UR FUCKED MOUTH...

I feel so SORRY FOR U...
U HAVE A POCKET FULL OF GOLD..BUT UR HEART IS FULL OF SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im SICK of the 'kuihs'
Im SICK of the carbonated drink
Im SICK of staying at home during day time (coz at nite my family start going)
Im SICK of my sore throat
Im SICK of watching boring tv pogramme
Im SICK of eaing all those FATTENING FOOD!!!!

After Hari Raya, Im going to go for a little work out. But i cant guarentee if im 100% going to put it into action. HEY WORDS ARE EASY THAT ACTIONS..so I may be going...but hey a few rounds wuld alteast burn some fat...

And another thing..RESULT WILL BE RELEASE ON THE 1 WK OF OCTOBER....please hope that I passed. Hate the pressure of being force to do things BEYONG my will. Oh yar 1 more list

IM SO DAMN FUCKIN SICK OF PEOPLE ASKING ME WHEN TO GO TO POLY/ GET A FUCKING FAMILY...

1 THING why I HATE HARI RAYA...THE STUPIDEST QUESTIONS ALL BLASTING AT ME....maybe smiling all e way but in my heart goodness wat cursing languages came out...

SORRY THIS IS LIKE A NEW ERA... People like me wouldnt want to start a family...I rather go to JAPAN, COSPLAYING OR DO THINGS BETTER THAN stuck with A HUSBAND OR KIDS..

WOW im so BUSHED. Went to alot of my relatives' house. Don't bothered to count the money I receive. Aniwae its been a tiring day for me but i enjoyed alot of it. DId took lots of picts but then im lazy to upload it. Tomorrow im still going to my other realtive house. How i wish that i culd skip tomorrow outing.

My uncle who suffered from Cancer still havent recover yet. Again when I listened to his story, my heart wrench so hard. But I still support him to the fullest. However his work experience made my mom think twice of letting me n my bro to work in the chemical field. But hey every job has a risked. Even if i were to work in a pharmaceutical industries who know wat biohazzard im exposed to. But the salary given is great..only it come with the deadly price.


Aniwae when r we going for swimming and cycling?
I really need to burn all these fats. Goodness im so scared to count the calories or fat I consume today. This is a disadvantage during Hari Raya..u wil eat a lot...need to work out...

CAn we go for the above activities on the LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY..????

Today im totally 100% addicted to G-D. Keep listening to Heartbreaker and breathe. I really can't get enough of him. All of a sudden my mind is all about G-D. Omg now where did my J rox go to?? Im too far away from it...Maybe a break from Gazette won't hurt.

Finally tomorrow is Hari Raya. But im not in the mood to celebrate just now (morning) I got a sore throat. Must be the spicy ramen I ate yesterday. Talking bout celebration tomorrow is my Sis, Hikmah birthday..wow celebrate 2 things tomorrow. Hopefully my thoat will be ok tomorrow if not I can't eat the lontong and stuff..

Tomorrow I dunt tink in the car i will be listening to the Hari Raya songs. Coz in my Handphone and PSP I ONLY ADD either BIG BANG songs or G-D songs....Getting crazie with the BIg Bang. OMG even Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) is nowhere to be found in my head. Im torn apart...Big Bang Big Bang that's all inside my head...even when i sleep, I will listen to their songs.

I tink G-D really has a good name. DRAGON is very powerful beast and now i was captured by his powerful voice..Plus im also addicted to F(x).. OMG WHERE'S MY JAP SONG GONE TO????

Aniwae to all my friends out there..I wish u guys/gals Selamat Har Raya...

LOL..actually I wanted it become more likely like BIG to the BANG..but this is MY VERSION.
but my HEART BREAK INTO PIECES.....GD - WHY o why he looks like a gal inside heartbreaker vid...but watever it is i will always vote for him...GD ROX.....

Aniwae Happy birthday to Atul...sweet 19 yeay....

Watched G-force 3D and then breakfast at Ramen Ten. It was fun and exciting. It was a first outing. (DURING HOLIDAE PERIOD) I am so full till now. (That's bcoz i kept drinking then eating)
After eating we went to walk at Ion Orchard. But then we went back home early as our poor Shiya is working tomorrow.

Hey we love to shop but we will consider each other feelings' coz that's wat frenz are for. We understand each other better. But today ALOT OF CAM WHORE (as usual) Poor Mingshan need to upload alot of pics..hehe

Today is really cooling..when i reached tampines the bus interchange is a bit foggy and windy...its coooll coz its been a blazing day for the past few days.

However I got bad news. It's said that this year Hari raya celebration we have to combine with the P class. Im not being anti-social or bad. But seriously I'm not close to them(Both boys and girls) So i will feel very awkward if I go with them.

I know Hari Raya is the time we go visit each other and ask for forgiveness but i really feel uncomfortable. And some of them i dun even talk to...If they still insist on combining then I just have to reject their offer. Some more my mom warned me to bring only the closest or classmate that im close to. Maybe I will invite only our malay gals.
Now im in a dilemma coz last year I didnt celebrate with them and now I also feel like not celebrating with them..

Aniwae that celebration is a long way.Another prob came up.
Aquaculture is making a club gathering and will be having pot luck. 1st and foremost I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING. I MAy be the only malay if i go there ( if Hazirah not going) and it will be boring. WHY MUST ATUL LEFT ...

I know!!! maybe on that day i will tell Jude that i got FEVER..to escape myself...

Today I am so LaZY TO WAKE UP and go school. I thought today is my STUPID DUTY. I wake up at 11 and take my own sweet time to go school. Some more im feeling dread as there's no one that accompany me..but at least my mp3 is my companion. When i reached school, I saw WanLing. I thought she came to help or so..then she told me that MY BLOODY DUTY IS TOMORROW 17 09 09...F^&&*7847377$$%$ BLOODY HELL...I came on the wrong day. I just sign of my name n wrote tomorrow date but i DONE MY DUTY..

After that I GOT NEWS: THIS FRIDAY THERE'S MEETING AT 10. fck848485840239309$%^%%# I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING..I DUN WANT TO GO..IM FEELING THAT IM BEING BINDED MY A THREAD..

JUST MY DAY TODAY..everything not going by my plan....URH THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING...

im so GLAD...glad that exam is over...glad that now is our holidae..

Final destination 3D was awesome...so scary..grusome..and disgusting..but i can still watch it..only when the sharp object came to us..i close my eyes or take out the spect..but the story baseline is still the same..no one survived duh..that final destination..cant expect more..but 3D is the best experience for me..

I rushed all the way for my jap course, lucky im not late..reached on the dot. However i cant concentrate as i was so sleepy..but when i reached home im not sleepy. Help my aunt to bake the 'Raya cookies'. So my nite shift start later at 12 am and to bake it for the rest of the week. Start buzy baking cookies and stuff. But also not forgetting Atul bdae gift..lol..wah turning 19 already..hope that everything will be ready when the day comes.

Last I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL JUST TO FEED THE BLOODY FISHES!!!! im sick and tired already..but i dun go, i will be in trouble and worst my duty is on 17 sept i got no friend to go with me...so sad!!!!!

And im still stuck at stage 5 of DEVIL MAY CRY 3..i restart the game as im bored playing the other game and now im lost and keep dying at level 5..if i know i wuldnt overwrite the data..now need to play all over again..

Yes. finally i finished my BIA EXAM. Now left with AIA. After exam just now, I discussed bout life after ITE. Maybe if I passed with flying colour I can go to Polytechnic and futher my studies. if I failed, I will work and then go to Polytchnic. I dont care if I pass or fail..as long as I can get to Polytchnic..Im happy and lucky enough.

When I think bout my future..I noticed that there are lots of Path just like the DOUBLE BEAM...only this path is my choice..But im still going to fight for it..and do my best for AIA...

After AIA then I can relax and start to enjoy life.

FIRST THING FIRST...i cant ESCAPE from tomorow exam. Scares me a bit as it had a high percent weightage. I woke up early just to study but now my brain is dead. All i think is HOLIDAY, FINAL DESTINATION AND HARI RAYA...

Im feeling nervous,scared and full of negativity feelings. But all these are not going to bring me dowm. As long as I have CONFIDENT AND HOPE..i will make it..I will have faith and believe in myself...

Besides I just have to treat it has a normal class test. The more I tink bout exam, the more I feel nervous, and worst made me scared. So tink of it as a class test..it wont be that nervous.

Im feeling sleepy rite now....must have enough sleep and rest.
Oh ya talking bout playing...

I STUDIED FOR 2 HRS and PLAYED KING OF FIGHTER FOR 3 HRS..Too much studying is bad for health..so IM SIMPLY FOLLOWING MY BROTHER PRINCIPLE...STUDY HARD BUT PLAY HARDER..

To ALL MY FRIENDS GOOD LUCK IN THE EXAMS MAY WE PASS AND SUCCCED..