Now Im being trap. A trap which I cant escape. It will then held me captive. There goes my freedom. My wing are broken. No one can fix it unless I am brave enough to fly with a broken wing.

Im not an emo!!! This paragraph depicts my life. Whatever you wanna say bout me I DUN GIVE A FUCKING CARE. Im emo, bitch wat so ever its up to you. Make me feel bad, make me down..last thing it wont get on me. I know that Im gonna have fun. Unlike you a scumbag which only care bout ur damn freaking self.

At least im not like you. Just act in front of the others. While deep inside you are damn insecure. Thinking bout how u gonna manage ur life without your frens. Go ahead they r ur frens rite now,but I know after sometimes your fren will also be bored by your insecure feelings.

Shit shit shit shit shit. I did something that Im not suppose to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK i cant believe I did it without myself knowing it..Crap i hate this feeling. The feeling of guilt, embarassed, anger and so much more!!!!!!!!! I cant help this feeling from coming out. I hate it..I hate myself even more. What trash day I ran into...shit monday. Today I hate it................I hate my self even more.............................................................................................................................................................Im angry at myself.............................................................................................................................................

Still in class having a 2 hr lunch break. Umm i still dun get my lunch..because we need to do our presentaion slide during our break.

HEck care now im addicted to Gundam Wing @ FB. In the end, im stress not becoz of my work but becoz i've been defeated by ALOT OF PILOTS..wat the hell. Everytime I level up the more defeats I receive.

Next I am in a freaking dilemma- Shuld do to Sundown or not. DEFINITELY OMG!!!!!! SUG and LM.C are COMING DOWN............OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Who wuld wanna miss the chance..BUT the price is 118 BUCKS..sucks rite. After school and F.cuz will be performing too but to hell with them. heheh SUG...LMC..... i dun wanna miss tthem. Though they are notthe 1st band to come to Spore..its my 1st time going to thier gig. Imagine Japan is FAR from Spore.

Arh...if Im going..then I must save my damn money or sacrifice my money. I got the money but it is for Gazetto DVD!!!!

Finally done my very 1st test in RP. Not bad lah can refer to the 6P. However i still dun noe if i did it correctly. Cause it is more to our understanding that just refering to the 6P. Hopefully i pass. Maybe get B. I will be contented if i get a B. As long as I can get to year 2 and get my diploma cert Im already happy and satisfied.

1 test down and 4 to go after that is holidae. Still haven study yet for the other module. Because maybe u can refer to notes thats why im abit slack...but math and science i will definitely study.

Today problem statement is about Rice. heheh my team so call have an advantages coz got me. muahhaha. If its cute, sushi, japan, it gotta be me. I choose bento for my presentation to attract the kids. and yesh it works. My class are mezmerize by the cute bento. Hahahah cute just like MOI!!

wateve crap today. Coz i guess tomorrow sat and Jude bdae. Cant wait to meet everyone. I know i keep saying the same word over and over again. But even though how much i love my new class, they still cant beat JMO8O4Q.

But i also felt so embarass. My bdae is coming but I dun wanna my class (rp) to celebrate. Im totally serious. Even though they know my age..i feel so funny. Coz they always thought that im the same age as them. Imagine me with the attitude that is 2 years younger. Damn So embarassing. I just wanna celebrate with my ite frens. At least im in league with them. Everone say the same thing 'oh gosh u....... ?R u sure u are .......? and i have to answer them.

Im so pissed rite now. Stupid Mp3 Both of it SPOILT. My 1 hour journey ride will be a living nightmare.Without music im like a vegetable. everything will be lifeless. WHY WHY, must my mp3 breakdown when I need it THE MOST. So unfair. Baka no MP3!!!!!

Talking bout it now Im so addicted to Gact. I cant beleive he really dance. I mean serious he dance. But STUPID mp3 i cant listen to it even though I got the song in my computer.

Jst now I cant do my work. All my mind goes to Gackt. WOAW thanks Gackt u made me mesmerize by your move. Now im waiting for the video to complete in my computer. Take damn long time to complete. So while waiting I have to do things that can make the time passes.

Great now also Im addicted to Heidi. Dame yo its Gackt. Lemme get addicted to Gackt for at least a week then I can move on to other band. Oh and my virus from yesterday are still intact with me. Some Jap word came out from my mouth unexpectedly. One was it was 'Kono yarou urusaiyo!!!!!!!!' Im surprise that 1 of my fren understand and she laugh out loud hearing it. Oh boy hpe that I do not sound weird. So jap maniac!!!! MATTE..i am 1 =)

Yeah graduatin is in 3 hours time, OMG im so excited. Get to shake hand with the director and the whole School watch me went up the stage. Damn its at the time too im afraid. All eyes will stare at me made me feel more nervous and anxious.

I didnt go school because of graduation. I love thurs- it is the most wonderful module among the rest.

I got 2 A
2C
A lot of Bs.

But i dun care that rite now. Graduation Graduation hahahah..yup as usual we gonna TAKE LOTS N LOTS OF PICTURES!!!!!!!!

Here I am updating my blog while I should be doing my powerpoint slides. My faci keep on hinting us on the problem. Go beat about the bush. DAMN why cant he just tell us the formula and then we work it out on myself. If formula is given, I will know how to apply. Instead of going 1 big round and asking WHY NOT!

Here I got 1 question for u :WHY NOT U TELL US THE FORMULA

Oh and tomorrow is finally hte dae i have been waiting for. Its Graduation day. I know i been going arpund saying the same thing over n over again. At least it will not stress me up by looking at the problems and does nothing. Wait im thinking but nothing seems to come out from my brain.

Does my blog sounds like my RJ?? =x

Today i went to school so early. Gerald didnt come to school as he was sick. So i estimate my own timing. SHit i was dam ealry lor. Reach woodland at 7. Even mcd haven open yet. Hopefully I can go to my graduation day. Please please approve my LOA. Well if i cant go then i have to skip dun care i will go grad no matter what.

Its been 3 weeks I guess in poly. Welcome to Republic life. All the day through out we were given a problem. Then 2nd meeting we need to dicsuss and do the worksheet. By the end we need to solve and do presentation. I dun know why problem solving we their main objective. I feel like im taking physhology for my course instead. Nonetheless my friends were cool. Well didnt expect they love k pop. But we can communicate with each other very well, Just celebrate 3 f my frens bdae, I hope too that all the 15 weeks we will remain happy and harmoniously together.

Oh they also know im a HARDUCORU Nohongo ROkuru - hahahaha
Well that is one thing I cant hide myself. They also know bout my cosplay. Well at least they said it was cool. well okay..

But today is Monday - enterpirise the module the whole class hate.
ZUTTO DAIKIRAI!!!!!!!
I even am drain out because of the course. Like a zombie.

But i cant wait for thursday!! OMG Graduation. Hurray im so happy and xcited. To meet my frens and lecturers. Time for me to update my blog too..but this is the furthest i can go now am tired,Scared tomorrow i become more deadly then zombie.