I feel so hopeless today...goodness I just wish I can turn back time..
I sucked in Netball...i thot that Im already prepared for it.
Coz last 2 fridae I asked Atul to play monkey with me so that I can catch the ball..

However today I could even catch the ball. When I caught it, I lost my grip and the ball fell to the ground. I felt so hopeless and im so angry at myself. Im so damn angry coz i flet that I let my team down. Even though its just a game but I can feel that my teamates are trying their best to win the game. However I made them down..

I dont know then suddenly my tears came out of nowhere and began to sob...(luckily SNW is about to end) Worst thing I cant control it....AAAAAhhhhhhh im such a freakin crybaby.....

I dont know wat to do..i just cant catch the stupid ball or that my hands are so stupid to catch it...

Now i feel so hopeless again.. but thanks to my friends they all calm me down and now im back again..hehehee thanks you all...made my life so happy.....Thank you all of you.....