Wah really enjoyed today trip to Polua Semakau. Only that I cant stand the hot weather. Its really scorching my fragile skin. Luckily Im not tan. I should bring my cap if I had known that its an open landsape. But other than that really enjoyed ourselves. Even the ferry ride is exciting. Even though im afraid of getting seasick. However at times my heart are beating with anxiousness whenever I think of my grandfather. So far no news of him yet. But i pray that he will be fine.

Tomorrow is our phase test..hopefully i can make it this term. Coz my teacher told me that in RP they accept us coz last year cut off point is 2.1. Hopefully it stays 2.1 and I can go there. My morale keep on decreasing and increasing. Sometimes felt like theres no hope and at time feel like theres some hope for me..AIYOOH always go up and down..like the wave..Dun know where I stand.