Shit shit shit shit shit. I did something that Im not suppose to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK i cant believe I did it without myself knowing it..Crap i hate this feeling. The feeling of guilt, embarassed, anger and so much more!!!!!!!!! I cant help this feeling from coming out. I hate it..I hate myself even more. What trash day I ran into...shit monday. Today I hate it................I hate my self even more.............................................................................................................................................................Im angry at myself.............................................................................................................................................